Our Little Secret (Deku X Kaachan)

Chapter 5: Deku

Kaachan stares hard at me and I look to the ground. My face starts to burn up as I blush. I just told him I liked him and now I'm afraid he's going to have my head. He then gently takes my chin and forces my eyes onto his. He then closes his eyes and leans in. He kisses me gently and then he pulls back. My eyes widen in shock. He let's me go and turns away from me.
"This never happened.." he tells me.
"K-Kaachan.."
"This is our little secret. This never happened and never will again.."
"O-Okay.."
He then heads inside, leaving me behind. I stare blankly out at the trees surrounding the back half of the school. Does Kaachan feel the same way? Is that why he's so angry at me? I shake my head and head back to class. A million thoughts are racing through my mind. However, I do as he asked and keep things quiet. The next day come lunch time I'm sitting with my normal group of friends when suddenly Todoroki gets up.
"Everything okay?" I ask.
"Yeah, someone asked to see me."
"Oh, okay." I smile.
I turn back to Iida and Ochaco.
"So, Ochaco, have you made your move yet?" I ask.
"W-What? I don't...is it obvious?"
"Only to me. And I think Iida."
"This is embarrassing."
We all then kinda chuckle. Lately Ochaco had been acting a little weird around Sue, so Iida and I put two and two together. After a few minutes Todoroki comes back.
"Midoriya, All Might wants to see you. He said meet him where you guys normally meet?"
"Why would he..."
I trail off. A part of me knows it's not All Might because he would just come for me himself. That gave me the idea that Kaachan wanted to see me again. But that was more doubtful. I stood and nodded a thank you to Todoroki. I then leave the cafeteria going straight to All Might's office. That's where we normally speak to one another. I knock gently on the door and he answers shortly after.
"You wanted to see me?"
"Young Midoriya, no I hadn't called for you. Everything okay?"
I go bright red. So I was Kaachan and there's only ten minutes left of lunch!
"Yes sir! Sorry!"
I then take off down the hallway running. Why would he want to see me? I race past the cafeteria and down the stairs. I rush out the front doors and race around the building. I turn the corner and bump right into him. I fall to the ground. I was so tired I didn't even have the will power to stand. He glares harshly at me.
"Deku..."
"S-Sorry Kaachan!"
I then scramble to my feet and meet his eyes. They seemed softer than normal this time.
"I hate you Deku...with a burning passion..."
"I know.." I say, looking to the ground.
"Then tell me why I want to explode you Everytime I see you with someone else!"
"Huh? I'm sorry...what did you just say?" I ask confused, quickly looking up again.
"Deku you piss me off..."
I stand there frozen. Kaachan looked frozen too, as if he didn't know what to do in that moment. I decided to take charge and with all my remaining courage, I kiss him. I quickly break it, afraid for my life. I look at him. His soft eyes look angered and happy. Almost as if Kaachan was bipolar. He then grabs me by the front of my shirt and I knew it was game over. I close my eyes, getting ready for my inevitable death. But then, something else happened. I felt something soft against my lips. He was...kissing me. He slowly let go of my shirt and wrapped his hands around my neck. After a minute he broke the kiss. I look at him panting slightly. I had just ran here and then he decided to do that. I was almost out of breath.
"Kaachan..."
"I..hate..you.."
"If you hate me then-"
"I HATE YOU DEKU. Don't forget it.."
He then let's go of me and heads back inside. It's like yesterday almost. I was confused and didn't know how to respond. I head back inside and go to class. After class, however, I ask Todoroki for some help on a project. Once the classroom was cleared Todoroki approached my desk.
"What do you need help with Midoriya?" He asks.
"Kaachan.."
"What about him?"
"Well...you know my end of it..but.. yesterday and today at lunch he asked to see me...both times he kissed me..but he wouldn't stop repeating that he hated me."
"Maybe he's in denial?"
"I hope so...but what do I do?"
"I don't know. Confront him?"
I swallow.
"I know it'll be hard, but I don't see another way around it."
I nod lightly and thank him for his advice. He then leaves and I stay inside a little longer. I look outside at the calming blue sky. I sigh lightly and then jump as I hear the classroom door open.
"You told him..." Says an all too familiar voice.
I turn to be met with Kaachan standing in the doorway. I stand up quickly and start sweating as my heart beat increases.
"Kaachan, I-"
"I don't want to hear it..."
"Kaachan...are you..sad?"
"Me? Never. Deku..I..it's nothing."
"Don't worry..I know what you're gonna say."
"And what's that?"
"You hate me. I understand."
I then grab my bag and walk over to him. I smile lightly and head home. The next day I decide to stay home again. Maybe giving him a day to himself will help. My mom comes upstairs and I explain to her my absence. She nods and allows me this one day, for she still doesn't know about the real reason for my previous stay homes. I stay in my room most of the time until I hear my mom scream. I go to open my door but she was already on it.
"Everything okay?" I ask.
"Why didnt you tell me you were in a relationship?!"
"Um..what?"
"And why didn't you tell me you were...you know..gay?"
"WHAT?!"
"You're boyfriend is here to check on you. And he also seems angry...should I let him up?"
"Go ahead.." I sigh.
I knew who it was as soon as she said he seems angry. A few moments later Kaachan comes storming into my room. He pants heavily.
"Kaachan are you okay?"
"I ran here. Now WHY AREN'T YOU AT SCHOOL NERD?!"
"I wanted to give you a day to yourself! And why did you tell my mom we were dating?!"
"DEKU!"
"What?!"
We stand there, staring at each other in silence. His breathing soon became normal and he spoke.
"I've hated you for so long...you always looked up to me..but then he came along and I was dirt to you...I hated you for that...you were quirkless...an extra...and then you got a quirk...I hated you even more. I then went to school with you and what I thought was hate building up.."
"Kaachan..do you?"
"SHUT IT. I hate you with a burning passion...and if anyone found out the truth I'd be laughed at..."
"You'd be laughed at? I run the risk of my own life! Kaachan I lied to you. I don't like you. I...I love you!"
I close my eyes and duck behind my desk chair. I was waiting for my room to go ablaze...but then I remembered he did call himself my boyfriend to my mom. I slowly stand up and look him in the eyes. They were slightly wider than normal and they were soft again...like at lunch.
"Deku.."
"Kaachan...either leave or show me you feel the same way."
There's another long pause between us before Kaachan approaches me. We stare at each other a moment more before Kaachan kisses me again. I don't care how many times he's claimed to hate me...in that moment...all I felt was love.