RILEYS POV
It was just a normal day. I was sitting on my phone, scrolling through tumblr and twitter. Adam was sitting next to me, doing the same I assume. He starts to talk. "Riley?" He asked. "Yes?" I respond. "Do you think that I'm a piece of shit?" He asked me. "What? Hell no. Your awesome." I said. "Why?" I asked. "Well I was scrolling through Twitter and this person said I'm a piece of shit for doing this to you and you should have never forgiven me." He said. "Well Adam." I said looking into his eyes. His beautiful hazel eyes. "I don't think your a piece of shit." I said, putting my hand on top of his. "But all my friends think I am. I think I am...." he said the last part very quietly. "Adam." I said as he stood up. "Just leave me alone" he said and slammed the bathroom door shut. "Adam please." I said. No answer.
I waited a day.... Nothing.
I knocked on the door. "Adam please I know your in there." I started to sing. "People are asking were you've been. They say have courage and I'm trying to juts let me in. We only have each other, its just you and me. What are we gonna do? Do you wanna build a snowman?" I sang. The door opened. I saw Adam. His eyes were puffy, shirt wet, and hands bloody. Wait hands bloody. "Adam?" I questioned. "Yes." "What did you do?" I asked. No answer. I followed the blood to his wrist. I turned his arm aroung and saw cut marks. "Adam." I whispered. He started to cry. "Shhhhh its ok." I say bringing him to the couch. I get up to get a towel. I dab his wrists with the towel, careful not to hurt him.
"I'm sorry. I just.... needed to. Everyone saying that I am a piece of shit just got to me. I didn't mean to hurt anyone didn't mean to hurt you." He said. Looking at his wrists. "Just promise me never again. I cant lose you." I said. " I promise." He said. I kissed his wrists. I got a bandage out of the cabinet. I wrapped his wrists. "Don't tell anyone." He said. "I promise." He kissed my cheek. "Thank you. A friendly kiss." He said and turned the t.v. on.
We watched sponge-bob for an hour when I got a call from Jordan. He wants yo come over. I said yes. "Hey Adam Jordan's coming over." I said. "Cool, I'm gonna hang with Tyler so ill see you later." He says and walks out.
About ten minutes later I hear a knock on the door. "Jordan" I say as I open the door. "Hey beautiful." He said and kissed me. "How's life." He asked. " good." " How's Adam." He asked. "Ok." i said. "Riley I'm not comfortable with him living here. I'm scarred he will.... try something." Jordan said. "So your saying you don't trust me?" I ask him, my voice rising. "No, I don't trust him." Jordan said sturnly. "Well if you think that I'll let him make a move on me, then that's saying you don't trust me." I said, on the verge of tears. I can't believe my own boyfriend doesn't think I can handle it. "Rie, come one, you know Adam, you guys had something once and I don't wanna lose you ok? I love you and I can't bare to see you with him." Jordan says looking down. "Oh Jordan, you will never lose me. I promise." I said. He came closer to me, inches away. he whispered in my ear. "You wanna go back to my place?" He asked, very flirtatiously.
OMG it was so hard to write this. I didn't know how to put it. Do y'all think I should write a smut chapter. If i do it might be really crappy and unconfortable bc my friends from school read this. *waves to them*. Lol just tell me what y'all think. Endy I'm talking to you. ;)
