Not everything in life goes as planned. We are all faced with our own life challenges, some that are meant to kept in our own hearts and never let out of the world.
My life seems simple, all i have to do is wake up and be what the people around me want me to be. Being the submissive that i am;i submit.
I live up to the worlds expectations. I am never able to express my inner feelings because i fear what the world will view me as.
I am confided in my own world. Afraid of expressing myself. Fear is what i had been intoduced to all my life. In actual sense,what i fear the most is being me.
The world might not be acceptive of who i am because i myself have not.
I don't know the real me; all i had done since i started breathing was pretend.
I keep on putting up with the world because it has been going great for the people around me. The same people who never care to ask or take time to talk to me and see that i am truly hurting inside.
I would like to apologise to Me because i have let myself down and let people walk over me. They have won a war against myself and i let them. I could never defend myself or stand up to them.
One day i will live up to myself and become who i want to be. That day has not come yet, i am still healing from my scars and marred figure.
