THE KIDNAPPER

CHAPTER 20

I sit on my bed trying to process what happened and am all emotional.

I can't believe that Akim tried to rape me of all people.

I thought I had a chance with him but no.

Am done playing this game.

I walk to my walk-in closet and grabbed my suitcase placing it on the bed. I pack all my clothes and everything which belonged to me.

" Am done staying with this animal. "

Taking my suitcase, I walk out of the door to my bedroom, down the hall.

At the landing of the first floor, the living room is deserted.

I take the opportunity to walk downstairs then to the main door, ready to get the hell out of this hunted house.

I look back to the environment I had gotten used to as my home, my future but no, how wrong I was.

Shaking my head in disbelieve of what was about to happen, I reached the doorknob and turned it.

holy shit, the door is locked.

I turn it, again and again, several times to confirm but for sure it is locked.

" open the damn door you bastard." I end up kicking the door so hard to a point of am the one hurting my own leg.

What is wrong with this man.

I slide down the door to sit down on the floor, scooping my legs to my chest and burring my face on my knees covered by my arms.

God, please tell me this is not happening to me and it just nothing but a dream. 

I close my eye with the hope of opening them and finding it was just a nightmare.

" Where did I go wrong to deserve this kind of treatment."

I weep in bitterness and the pain is piercing my heart.

"And where do you think you are going?" Akim questions standing in front of me.

Ooh my God, he is standing in front of me.

The reality hits me that it wasn't a damn dream.

I can't believe he is here, of all the people, it had to be him.

"Akim, please just let me go" I plead with fear and defeat.  

"Why do you want to leave me?" he says without any emotions. 

Shally, can't you see how much I love you damn it. 

I have done impossibles to be with but you don't seem to understand. 

I love you so much and I can not leave without you. Why don't you understand that you are my fucking life and am nothing without you?  

" if you love me as you say then you will want to See Me happy not this." as I point to the tears on my cheeks. 

" you don't understand Shally, I need you and love you and... And for that, you are stuck here with me till I die and even if I die will still be with you and not even that stupid boyfriend of your shall be able to take you away from me. 

"why are you doing this to me Akin, you know very well you can't force me to love you. You should let the love flow not forcing it out? "

"are you fucking kidding me, I have been waiting for one fucking year for you to accept me and love and what do I get haaa what do I get damn it."

"when I kiss you do I look like him? "

Akim takes a hand full of my hair and pulls it so hard till I stand on my feet from the floor. 

"Look, look at me shally do I look like that son of a bitch? "

"Stop cursing and you will never look like him. " I protest. 

"Oh really let's see about that. "

He pins me by the door with his hand squeezing on my neck. I can't breathe properly. 

He kisses me soon hard and biting my lip till I taste my own blood. Am struggling with his hand to let go of my neck when he takes the opportunity to rip off my shirt sending all the buttons frying. 

Letting go of my neck, he molds his body to mine and holds my hands at the top of my head. Am struggling to catch my breath when he reaches my strapless bra and tags it down. 

He reaches for my breast and sucks so hard while squeezing the other with his free hand and all I can feel is the pain.

" Please, you are hurting me Akim"

"Am the one who is hurting more than you.

 You have been rejecting me since God knows when. I have been in love with you but not your sister and you couldn't see that. She was so naive and seduced me and I couldn't resist her when she started stripping in front of me. God, I don't know how I ended sleeping with her without protection. Yes, I wanted my baby but not her. "

I was startled by the confusion from Akim's point of view and that made some questions in my mind whether my sister's death was accidental or staged. 

"How could you say that she loved you with all her heart and she was ready to undergo through anything for you even die for you. " am behold pissed. 

"That was not love but obsession and I hate when a woman I don't love gets into my skin. " 

"Stay away from me you animal. " as I slap him across the face. 

The slap lands on him so hard and I start to regret doing so.  

He scrows my face and the anger is very much visible. 

"If I were you I wouldn't have done what you have just done. 

I start to panic when he narrows his eyes and I can they are red and emotionless.

Tagging my wrist he pulls me so hard till am losing balance. 

I start to resist when in the process I lose my balance and trips on the first stair up. 

Akim drags me on the stairs up without mercy not even looking back.  Am practically taking in the pain since I have no choice.  

He kicks his bedroom door open and proceeds walking without care.  At the middle of the room,  he sharply turns his head to look at me, "does this place look familiar to you? "

I hope you like it here with me.  I look back and all I can see are traces of blood from my bruises which have been inflicted by Akim. 

He lifts me like am featherweight and drops me on the bed then rips my shorts.  Let's see between me and him who is better in bed. 

I panic and my eyes grow wide when he tags off his trouser. 

He moves in and I back several times away from him only for me to hit the wall.  I hadn't noticed that he had moved the bed to the wall. 

He narrows his gaze at me " it's too bad I didn't get the chance to take your virginity.  

Pulling me by the legs,  he parts them and gets in between. 

"Please, Akim doesn't hurt me? " 

But my plea lands on deaf ears when he enters me in one thrust. 

 All I feel is pain and dirty. 

Thrusting in and out until he disposes his seed in me. 

He withdraws without looking at me and walks to the bathroom. 

I feel weak and am still laying on the same position he left me. 

Walking back to the bedroom,  he looks at me and then leans towards my face. 

" No matter what you do, you are mine and there is nothing you can do about it. "