THE KIDNAPPER

CHAPTER 21

Still, on his bed, I am unable to collect together one plus one to be two. 

I can't believe that Akim,  the man I trusted and I was ready to give our love a chance just booom! he raped me.  

" I need to get the hell out of this hell hole when my sanity is still intact."

I leave his bedroom without looking back straight to the living room to retrieve some clothes and go. 

My luggage is not in the living room. " but I left it right in this position! " I thought to my self. 

Akim! I hope he did not get rid of my clothes leaving me clotheless.

I make to my room but the pain stops me on my tracks.  Am sore.  Fuck,  why am I sore and it's not like it's my first time.  This puzzle is too confusing.  Akim rapes me and now am sore yet I was not a virgin. 

I walk slowly and reach my bedroom,  opening the door,  I freeze. 

Akim is in my bedroom, seated on my bed with his face buried on his palms.

Am at the doorway unable to move when he lifts up head and gazes at me.  

All the energy is drawn out of my body and my legs give me away.

I can't breathe and I can't tell what will happen in the next minute. 

In a fraction of a second,  am in Akim's strong arms and he is carrying me towards inside of my bedroom.

I want to wobble from his grip and let myself fall on the ground than to be in his hands. 

"Stop being an asshole and stay still," he states and gasps.

How can he stay so calm after what he just did to me some minutes ago? 

"Put me down you devil in human clothes. "I snap at him and he stares at me in shock. 

"Put me down you...  You...  Monkey."

He sets me down and raises his hands in surrender. 

He walks to the door and closes it then leans on it staring at me. I feel uneasy with him in the same room.

" What are you staring at! and.... and ... in the first place what the hell are you doing in my room?"

"The last time I checked this was my house... I mean our house," he states calmly and am taken aback.

"How dare you .... you refer this as our house after what you did to me a few minutes ago? are you fucking kidding me"

"Come on Shally, I know you loved it and it's not that  a big deal."

I stare at him, my mouth drops and am in shock.

"What did you just say? raping me was not such a big deal to you? You are fucking sick in the head and you need to see a mental doctor."

"I think am done with this bullshit of trying to love you back," I state in furry as I walk to my luggage and am set to go."

" And where do you think you are going?" he asks as he narrows his eyes towards me.

"Am walking away from you, from my nightmares and from your fucking life." I snap as I walk toward the door.

" No, you don't. " he blocks my way.

"Stay out of my Akim and let me leave my own life as I please."

"I can't let you go Shalline. You know I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

" Should have thought of it before you raped me."

" Am sorry,i..i..i was not thinking straight," he states burring his gaze on the ground.

Oh yeah, and your dick was thinking straight when you directed it to enter me by force. 

My eyes are clouded with tears and am at the verge of crying. 

I can't break down now.  I can't show him my weakness. 

"Shally darling,  you can do it. " my subconscious tells me and I take a deep breath.

It's better this way Akim,  I tried loving you but what did I get in return? A fucking rape. 

" You tried to love me, really Shally? I gave you all the time you needed to compose your fucking life when I kissed you-you gave me the hope as well as turning me on then what Shall? " he moves towards me and I take steps back. 

"Damn it shally,  answer my question,  then what? "

I have moved to the far end and he is on my tracks then my back hits the wall and am scared to death. 

The tears I have hiding putting on my brave girl's pants. now are flowing down my cheeks.  

" I tried to worship your body then what?  Ha,  out nowhere you call out his name.  Then you expected me to believe that you tried to love me back?  Are you for real? "

He is too close and his breath is chocking me. 

I try pushing him away but in vain instead, he holds my hands together above my head leaning to kiss my neck.

" It seems that I can't get enough of you, you are too tempting." his voice is muffled by the kisses on my neck.

"Please  stop, if you  really love me then you should stop all this madness."

He stops and looks me directly into the eyes

"I have to walk away when I can," he states then walks out of the room without looking back slamming the door behind him.

"What did I get myself in to?" I question my self as I sink to the floor in tear.

"Where is daddy when I need him the most. It has been ten months since I heard from him."

I collect myself from the floor and am making one decision, to look for dad.

I walk to the door and opens it. 

The house is engulfed by silences, the living room is deserted and the lights are off.

I reach for the front door and it is locked.

 I walk to the kitchen for the back door and also it is locked too.

 then I notice a note stuck to the fridge.

" there is enough food in the house, I will be back in a few.