Chapter 38

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Sort Chapter cuz Hayes Passes out (Sorry for spoiling.)

Hayes Pov

After Brent left I decided to cheer Jamie up after are sad breakup but I usually get my ideas from a shower so a shower is what I'm going to do.

Once I stripped my clothes off I looked at my body to see that the bruises Nash and his friends caused are slightly go away but some bruises are going to turn into scares and I know it! I can't do anything about it sadly

All I can do is hope they will get sick of beating me up and know that it's worthless to be beating someone worthless or are the beating me because of how I am or maybe because they think I'm worthless!

All my thoughts keep pressing to my head I quickly grab my pants from my pocket not wanting to lose Jamie I quickly texted her

Hey babe I'm sorry for what happened today I swear he came at me~Hayes

I decide to take a shower while she replied

After my shower she still didn't reply.

Jamie hates me and no longer loves me what am I suppose to do I cry

I quickly changed into my clothes so I could come up with something but as usual my brain doesn't like working at times like this!

Ugh I groan as I get a headache from thinking and hurting myself into this topic

I open the cabinet to get pain killers but stop the one thing that helps me a razor!

WARNING THIS PART INCLUDES SLEF HARMING IF YOU DO NOT LIKE SELF HARMING OR MENTION OF BLOOD DO NOT READ FARTHER!

I quickly grab the razor as if it's the only thing to help me live!

I yank my sleeve up and start slicing at my skin

1 For crushing Jamie's heart

2 For being a screw up

3 For getting bullied

4 For me wasting people's life!

5 For being so ugly!

But I stopped at five when I saw blood gushing hard I CUT TO DEEP blood was going harshly down not talking a break to stop it just kept on going!

Ugh why won't you stop bleeding you stupid arm I cursed but at that moment everything went slowly as if time just stop and everything went black.

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Bad Bad Bad Hayes For Cutting Again

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