You Are my Light

🔪 C H A P T E R 4 🔪

                                "Shit"
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I know exactly what happens now but it's worst since Viktor can hear what I think and feel and I don't want him to worry any more than he already is. "Hello? Yuuri? Are you there?? Is ev- by the- ay?..' I couldn't really feel or hear his voice in my head anymore and it freaked me out but at the same time relieved me. Yurio, JJ, Georgi were coming closer by the second. As I'm frozen as a popsicle stick JJ and Georgi grab both of my arm making sure to leave bruises while Yurio stood tall in front of me, daring me to say a single word. I feel a cold chill run down my spine just by the presence of Yurio and the others. They haven't even done anything yet and I'm already so afraid of them.
Yurio raises his hand and smacks me hard on my right cheek. There's probably a red mark on my face now and it stung like crazy. He may be a freshman but he can hit.

"Let's move this pig to the roof where no one could hear his cries, well it's not like anyone would care about this piece of shit anyway." Yurio spat as JJ and Georgi snicker lowly. JJ and Georgi start to drag me against my will as I stay quiet and limp not even trying to fight them off. Once we get to the roof JJ and Georgi throw me to the ground causing me to land on my already marked face. I groan as I try to get up but then I felt someone force me back into the ground with their foot. I'm more vigilant than the first time so I turn my head so that my whole face wouldn't collide with the concrete. I feel someone kick my side about three times before talking to me. "Oi pig can you please stop getting on my nerves. You thought I would forget that little stunt you pulled  last week, freak!?" Yurio shouts at me. I could feel his eyes burn into my back. My eyes widen in realization of what he was talking about.

Last week we had a test in algebra and Yurio sits next to me in that class so he kicked me in the shin underneath the table, signaling me to show him my test. I proceeded to carefully move my test in his direction. As Yurio was looking over my test and writing down answers, looking very obvious I suddenly feel the urge to sneeze. I hold it in but it was almost too hard to keep in any longer. The sound of a small sneeze interrupts the quiet room. Heads snap towards the middle row including the teacher. I immediately look anywhere but the teachers face.

"Mr. Plisetsky I suggest that you keep your eyes on your own paper because you have a week of lunch detention, let this be a lesson for you." Mr.Drew sternly scolded Yurio. Everyone then faced their attention back to their own papers after the teacher finished speaking. Yurio saw that the teacher had his back towards us so he turned to me and mouthed,

"Watch your back"

I mentally scold myself for forgetting that incident. I then feel someone breathing down my neck, who I assume is Yurio. "You know I don't forgive easily, you know this too well but you never seem to get the message," Yurio yelled furiously. He proceeds to curse me out while kicking my ribs and JJ decided to also join in while throwing in insults.

For example, "No one would care about a pig like you", "Your family hates you, just like everyone else ", "You don't matter just kill yourself already no one would care anyway" and etc. I soon became numb to all the kicking, screaming and insults. At that point in time, I was stuck in my mind, trying desperately to find a way out,

You know what they're saying is true

You're being selfish, you can clearly see that no one wants you

How about this, tomor-

'Yuuri!?' Viktor yells with concern laced in his voice. I suddenly feel hot, wet tears fall down my face. His voice echoed in my head for a bit. I really hope he didn't hear that.