Confessions~ the unspoken voice

to my love

People ask me, you single or committed. I laughingly ignore their question. It's not because I don't love you. I just want them to stay away from us. You know already I have lost so much being with people. My brain asks me each time, I blush, how love feels like. It feels like moist poetry living in cascades and clouds. It feels like life, like it rains when God is happy. Love feels like being healed. Being rejuvenated. Being stable and at peace. He has healed me. Known me. Supported me when none did. He knows me. You don't know my wounds. He is being the best teacher who taught to smile even when it was lost somewhere really deep. A smile can really heal you from within. Because someone is healed in love, you feel bad because you are not loved by someone just like they are. They have struggled. Lost something. And won their one. It's their time to be happy in their life because that's what God has decided for them.

Love is the best thing ever happened to anyone. It can transform you from nothing to everything.

You know, love feels like life to me. The days I'm sad, the days I m low, the days I m happy, love knocks, makes me smile more, stays with the assurance of forever. I don't know if humans stay, love will, I know.
Love feels like heart beating and never getting exhausted. It feels like excitement for each thing he does- touch, hug, kiss. It's butterflies already in my stomach.
Love has eyes, for me. The best eyes ever. I get lost in them each time I stare.

Love smiles, way too hard. It smiles and makes me blush the hardest. Love is really emotional. Love likes emotional talks. Love loves hugs. Love says he likes me more than cricket. Love finds me in pav bhaji. I see love in every mirror where I see myself. I hug love and sleep every night. Love hugs me back. Love is sweet like candy. Love is very possessive. Only I m love's cupcake. Love likes soulful songs. Love likes me so much. Love says often he misses me. Love hugs me too often now. Before sleeping love kisses my heart, says 'i love you', makes me listen to his musical heart and see me dozing to sleep. I guess I didn't say in this pretty long while, I love love toooooooo much.

Love likes babies too. He wants two babies in future.

Love is not demanding. Love respects women and listen to their ideas. Love respects me too. Love is very shy. Love has not-talking-to-girls-phobia. Love still loves me. Love doesn't express much. Love writes compositions for me. Love cherishes my smile. Sometimes, love kisses my lips too. Holding love is the best feeling. Love is magical. Love is smiling right now. Love doesn't believe in criteria of boys-blushing. Love is a very soft launda xD. Love is cotton. I apply rose water with that cotton every night on my face. I love everything what love loves. I love love toooooooo.

Love is very particular about my sleep and health. Love has got the most irritating best friend ever. Love finds me cute, sometimes. Love's girlfriend annoys him so much, but love is very patient. Love is mountain of lillies and tulips. Love doesn't know my favourite flower. Love is allergic to perfumes, like me. Love likes being comfy. Love likes staring at me and I like staring back. Love is funny. Love is the most desirable guy in this universe. The most amazing thing is, love loves me back🙈

Love is blushing, maybe, right now. Love feels happy now. Love is smiling ear to ear now!!!! I m already smiling looking at love. Love hugs me. Pecks my forehead. I have melted already.

Love, love youuuuu.