Unordinary girl

part 14

Jasmin's pov

Pervert guy : where r u?

Me : on the road

Pervert guy :   huh?

I sigh.

Me : on the road, going to class.. why?

Pervert guy : okay. Dont look at other boys and have ur lunch and study smart and listen to the lecturer and go straight back home and no partying

Me : stop acting like an ahjumma and who care if i want to party...

I change the name to Kaijumma. Hihi..

Kaijumma : the reporters does care. Btw, the last text is from kyungsoo hyung so he's the ahjumma

I feel my heart sank but I do not know why. I keep my phone in my pocket as the lecturer has come. Since our 'first meeting' , Kai had texted me nearly everyday except the days when we had our recording. I know he had took my number when he play with my phone that night. Sometimes, Kai will text me just to annoy me. Some other times, his text looks like he is caring about me but then he would said that those are from his Kyungsoo hyung. It makes me sad without any reason and I felt the urge to meet the Kyungsoo hyung that is sooo famous. Am I jealous? Yes, I am. You will too if you were me. Whenever he text me, he would mention The Kyungsoo. He would praise him and his cooking skills and his great voice and every single bits of The Kyungsoo that he can praise about. Sometimes, I felt insecure because of the praises that Kai said about him make me imagine that The Kyungsoo is too perfect for a girlfriend material. I mean, whose does not feel insecure if a guy is much better than her? I shook my head, trying to get rid of Kai and The Kyungsoo from my mind so that I could focus on the lecture. Apparently, I hardly could so I let myself go to the la la land.

"I heard that you had a boyfriend.. Why didn't you tell me? Who is it? Is he handsome?" Dongho ask me while pout his mouth. We are having our break in the cafeteria, me, Dongho and Ai. I laugh when I see Ai's face blush when Dongho pouted. "He's not really my boyfriend. Handsome? He is extremely good-looking. I didn't had chance to tell you. You're so busy lately. Who is he? You're going to meet him soon." "Not a real boyfriend? What's that supposed to mean?" I spill out all of what Dongho had missed; my first meeting with Kai, our first date and the following recordings. He shook his head and take a deep breath after I finished. I look at him, confused. "Why did you agreed with this thing? It's just going to get you into trouble. I've heard about EXO and that kid. Their fans doesn't seem to like the idea of their idol having a girlfriend, especially a common girl like you. Not that you're too common but you're not... up to the standards that they had put out for their idol." I feel my blood boiling up. "It's Ai's idea! Plus, it just for a show. What's the trouble? I'm not going to fall for him anyway... And, their fans are not too bad. I know some of them and they're nice people," I said while packing my stuff into my bag. "Some are nice but some... I used to be an idol, you remember? Trouble is that: you will fall for that kid and hurt yourself. To note, you already are." I glare at him and storm out of the cafeteria. Me, falling in love? With Kai? That is the most absurd thing I had heard.

I sit on a swing in a park. I let out a long sigh. My mind keep replaying Dongho's words; "You already are". Yes, I am falling for him. That kid called Kai. What should I do? How can I fall in love with him? With an idol who surely think of me as his other fan? He won't know me if we are not in that show. He will forget me when we are done with that show. My tears start to fall when I think about the ideas. I wipe the tears when my phone beeps.

Kaijumma : miss me? what r u doing?

I sniffle a little while put my phone in my pocket. My mind had give me a good idea. I had fall for Kai and the only way to put that feeling away is by avoiding him. I straightened my back and try to catch a taxi to go home. All the way back, the only thing I could feel is the vibrating of my phone, indicating the messages I had neglected.