Unordinary girl

part 17

"I think you had a wrong address, mister," I say to the guy in front of me. "No... Oh, no. I never been wrong. See, this is the address and it leads me to here," he shove me the paper and the pizza. "What the..." "Goodbye and enjoy it... It has been paid," the delivery guy wave at me and run down the stairs. Who is so kind to give me pizza? I put the box on the kitchen counter and open it. Auww, the pizza is in the heart-shaped and the pepperoni were being arrange into words. Hangul, actually. It said; I... AM... SORRY...? Is it Dongho? Or Ai? Surely it won't be ..... Ding. Dong. The doorbell shock me, making me jump and hit my knee with the counter. It is soo hurtful. Another visitor?

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I look at the person in front of me. From the shoes to the attire and the features of the face, there is absolutely no flaws. I stare back at the eyes who gaze at me. "Hello, Jasmin," the lips twitch into a polite smile. I smile back. "Hello, Do Kyungsoo." I let the door open slightly wide, giving him permission to enter my apartment. This is the first time for a guy to enter my apartment. I never even let Dongho to come. The Kyungsoo that I have been dreaded to see is standing in front of me. "Erm, have a seat, Do Kyungsoo. I'll serve you drinks. You like juice, right?" He nod and muffle a laugh. "You can call me D.O or Kyungsoo. I don't mind... But I prefer Kyungsoo more." I nod and put the juice in front of him. He take a sip and smile at me. Oh, Kyungsoo. Stop acting cute, will you? "You don't want to ask me why I am here?" I shook my head before saying, "you surely had a reason to come and you surely will tell me, sooner or later." He smirk. "I'm surely sure that you know my reason, Jasmin." "Is it about... Kai?" He nod and take another sip of his juice. "Do you... like him, Jasmin? I know that you're not our fan so perhaps... you had a real feeling for him?" The silence is too loud. I play with the end of my ponytail and he keep staring at his hands while bitting his under lips. I sigh. "I... think so. Is it too obvious? Are you going to tell me those things too?" He looks suprised, his eyes become more bigger and round. "Dongho had said it to my face. That he won't return my feeling back. That he will only see me as... his other crazy fan. He told me that... I'm not qualified... enough to be Kai's girlfriend. He had... told... me everything... so... you don't need to..." my tears start to fall. He stand up and begin to handed me tissues. "Oh no, Jasmin. No... Don't cry... Please.. Kai is going to hit me if he know I make you cry. Did I?" I sniffle a little and shook my head. He pat my back and try to soothe me. "Why are you crying? Hyung, why is she crying?" a voice boom the silence. We both look up and see him. Kai. How does he enter my apartment? "You didn't lock the door so I just come in when I heard someone's crying. Why are you crying, Jas?" he stand on his knee so that our eyes can meet. Looking at him making my tears fall non-stop. "Shush. Don't cry... I'm here. Jongin's here. You make me want to cry too.. Tell me who make you cry so that I can kick his ass," he say while patting my back slowly.

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It feels like ages before I completely stop flooding my apartment. Kyungsoo had gone with the wind, probably giving us some privacy. Kai's fingers trace my back, drawing what I feels like circles. The silence is too loud since no one utter a word. I clear my throat and stand up. Kai's head shoot up, looking back at me. I try to smile and say, "do you want pizza?" He nod. I make my way to the kitchen and drink some water. "Can I go to the toilet?" Kai's head pop out. I nod and show him the way. Since my apartment is small, so the only toilet is in my bedroom. He hesitate for a moment before entering my bedroom. I do not have anything to hide from him so I just let him go his way. After a few minutes, we both sit across each other at the dining table and enjoy the cold pizza and cokes. After we had finished and I did the dishes with Kai's help, I accompany Kai to go down my apartment. It is raining so I offer him my umbrella but he decline. He say their manager has been waiting for him. I nod my head and wish him goodnights. Before I could make my way to the stairs, a pair of arms wrap around me. The hug lasted for seconds before he run towards his van. Even if that hug is too short, I could still feel it. I regain my smile back due to his last words; "Don't avoid me, Jasmin. You're killing me..."