Unordinary girl

part 23 - finale 3/3

"Sooooo... I'm wrong?" All 14 heads nod uniformly. I roll my eyes. "Nah. Not Jasmin's fault, though. The media reported wrongly and the company had corrected them," Minseok say while smiling at me. I thanked him in my heart. The atmosphere in the cafe is too awkward right now. "Hmm, does everybody want coffee?" Yeon who sit beside me asking everyone. They all saying yeah and start to act normal. Yeon give me a bear hug before going into the kitchen. Sehun trailing behind her with Kris and Suho. Luhan, Lay, Minseok, and Lana (Minseok's wife? ㅋㅋㅋ) start to chat something about their wedding. Tao, Chanyeol and Chen playfully disturbing Baekhyun who is talking to his girlfriend. Kyungsoo is fidgeting with his hand while talking to Him. I look down. Wow. I feel so ashamed with myself. I sigh a little and notice everyone glancing at me. I stand up and walk out to the balcony. The air is cold and it freeze me. I hope that I could just freeze to death.

I was wrong. Jongin did not breaking his promise or two-timing me. Fcking media who mess things up. But it is my fault too. Why can't I shut my mouth... Disgusting? Hate him? I shudder. How could I even think of him that way? I suddenly wish that I could just jump from the balcony, run to home and hibernate for thousand years.

"You're going to catch a cold." I heard someone say it before a warm heat overwhelmed me. My throat hurt because I feel all the tears and words stuck in there. He turn me around, making me face him. I lean in to his chest, hiding my face that start to swell up. My tears wet his shirt and my sobbing become louder. "Shush. Its alright. I'm not mad at you." He pat my head and with his other hand, his fingers drawing circles on my back. "I'm suck and terrible and... and... worst, evil, worst girlfriend ever." "No,no. You're so terribly beautiful, evil-ly cute and the best girlfriend I ever have." "I'm sorry, Jongin. I'm sorry cause I said those words. I'm regretting it and I wish, I wish I could turn back time and wipe it off." "You can." I look at him. "How?" "By letting me to steal your first kiss." He lean in, smirking at me, and kiss me sweetly.

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"How can you just forgive her like that?" Sehun ask Jongin annoyingly. Jongin raise his eyebrows and Yeon smack Sehun's head after Luhan do it. He look at both of them, showing dissapproving look at me before sipping his bubble tea quietly. I giggle but stop midway when Jongin interlaced our fingers and reply, "because I love her so much that I can't get angry at her." He laugh a little when Sehun and others act like want to puke before continuing, "well, I'm just like you, my friend. Crazy over a girl. But maybe you're much crazier than I am. Remember when you were crying in your sleep, asking for Yeon. Such a crybaby. Pity Yeon who fly straight from here to U.S just for you." I look at Sehun who look at Jongin in disbelieve. Others start to laugh so hard while Yeon already hiding her face behind her palms. I laugh at Sehun so hard before choking a little when Jongin suddenly say, "and you, little Jasmin.I got a very important question for you." I look at him, waiting.

"Do you really hate my smirk?" He give me a puppy look. I act like I am thinking seriously. "Yes. I hate the fact that I'm so in love with you and your smirk, Kim Jongin."