Inside My Head: Online Diary

Good Enough

It sucks how many stuff that you love end up hurting you; or you would simply just stop enjoying it..

Knowing that you love food but you eat too much to the point where even the doctors agree that you need to lose weight. It's not helping that I gained more weight.

It sucks when your very friends don't like having you play a game with them simply because you aren't at their level of skill- though you always try your best and try to have fun. You would just simply slowly lose interest because you would just think of yourself badly.

Always having a nagging voice saying that you aren't good enough for anything. You aren't pretty enough. You aren't funny enough. You're not cool enough. You're not.. lovable?

I still wish these would go away but I'm way far too weak to even deal with them myself. Yet, I don't feel like anyone is really there.

I'm just writing all of this down so that basically no one would read; or at least care about anything being said here.

If there is someone though, thank you.