The Moment We Broke Up

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Jisoo was infront of Bobby's house now. She's hesitating if she would press the doorbell or not. Okay, because she's already there, she did press the doorbell. She waited for a couple of minutes but nobody opens the door. She holds the doorknob and tries to open it. She's surprised because it was not locked.

The house is very quiet.. She goes straight to Bobby's room, thinking that he might be there and she's right. She saw him laying on the bed and sleeping peacefully. She quietly placed the basket of fruits on the table and sit beside him.

Jisoo leans near Bobby and touched his forehead to check his temperature, he's hot. She surround her eyes in his room, it's so messy. She sighed as if she have no choice but to clean his room.

While cleaning, her mind keeps reminiscing their memories. Those happy memories they shared in this room. The day when she surprised him for his birthday, whenever after class they will do their assignments in his room and he will drive her home. That time when she will wake him up and force him to date with her.

"Jisoo?" She suddenly stop reminiscing when he called.

"Oh, you're awake." She went to Bobby and sit beside him while Bobby gets up.

"Hmm, why are you here?" Bobby asked.

"Ah, my mom wants me to visit you and bring you fruits." Bobby saw the fruits on the table, so that's it.

"You can go back to sleep if you want, I'm just going to clean your messy room, as always." Jisoo said and started cleaning, just like before.

"You don't need to.. you can now go home, I'm okay and.. I don't want you to get sick because of me." Bobby said with his hoarse voice.

"Concern huh? You already made me sick Jiwon. Okay Jisoo.. calm.. down.. - Jisoo's mind

"I'll call your brother to--" Jisoo cuts him off and hold his hand to stop him from calling his brother.

"Okay, don't get me wrong here. I'm just being helpful and you should just say thanks to me and I'll accept that. I'm not doing this because I want us to get back together. I'm not a masochist and a fool. Just so you know, I'm in a process of moving on from you even though I really don't get it why the hell you broke up with me but okay I'll just fcking accept that nonsense reason of yours. I'll just respect your decision even though you didn't even asked me and just decide for yourself, for your own. You selfish jerk!" Jisoo's catching her breathe. She didn't even know where on earth her words came from. She let go of Bobby's hand. Bobby didn't know what and how to react... he's speechless.

I'm... going to make you a porridge. You must not say no, I'm older than you." Jisoo said. She quickly leaves the room and go straight to the kitchen.

Bobby let his body lay on the bed.. he let out a big sigh...

This is for the best. I'm really sorry Ji - Bobby's mind.

After a couple of minutes, Jisoo came back with a porridge.

"Do you want me to feed you?" Jisoo asked.

"No, I can eat by myself. I'm sorry if I'm selfish. I'm sorry for being a jerk. I'm sorry if I wasted our relationship. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry if I'm not your ideal man who'll give you happiness you deserve. I'm sorry for getting in your wonderful life. I'm sorry you meet such a weak and coward man like me. I'm... sorry.. I... love you."

Jisoo was dumbfounded... They were both looking at each other's eyes, trying to read each others mind.

"Jiwon, oh Jisoo's here?" They both at the door, it's his mom.

"Y-yeh mom. Hmm, she's taking care of me.." Bobby said and tries to smile naturally.

"Yes aunt, hmm.. and I'm about to go too." Jisoo said.

"Are you sure? It's already 6pm, you can join us to eat dinner."

"N-No need auntie and.. I also need to go home now." Jisoo gets her bag and looks at Bobby. She then divert her gaze to his mom and bid goodbye.