i woke up and jumped out of bed running for the shower i was so excited today was the day i throw away the old me and lasso in the new me. after i had finnished in the bathroom i put on a a rockstar shirt black skinies my knee high lace up combat boots i skipped down stairs and sat at the island and watched aunty kit cook. sarah came down and sat next to me i could tell she was tired ill talk to her today alone after we change me or better yet now.
"sarah can i talk to u outside please" i said nervoulsy
she groaned and followed me outside
"im really sorry for trying to commit suicide i was just in so much pain and i was thinking straight i just wanted the pain to go away" i said to her well more to the ground
"i forgive just promise that ull tell me how ur feeling okay u really scared me i thought i was going to lose u" she said sadly
i wraped my arms around her and huged he burring my face into her neck.
"sorry " i mumble into her neck "friends again" i said abit louder in her neck
"no i will not be your friend i am ur bestest friend ever" she said winking
i smiled and we looped arms and skipped inside we sat back down and started to talk like we norally did till food was placed infront of us then we were very unlady like and started to shove food onto our faces.
after that we headed to the mall i told aunty to go vist her friend she had made plans with and that i wanted to surprise her with my new look at the moment me and sarah are in a hair salon getting weird stares cause of how we looked
"like what u see take a fucking picture it last longer" i snapped at a mother in the salon
she was the one giving me a disgusted death glare. sarah raised one eyebrow and i wiggled mine making her laugh
after the salon part was over wich took a few hours we headed for the piercing place and afte that we got something to eat talking normaly and having a really good time we were walking to hottopic when i saw him i froze what was i susopse to do standing a meters infront of me sitting on a bench is axel i felt so over joyed and happy till i saw who he was with my worst nightmare kristina kristy for short she bullied me up till yr 10 when she had to move she was diiffrent from all my other bullies she hit me even once stabbed me in the stomic with a swiss knife i didnt know what i did to her but she hated my guts i was confused on y they were hanging totherther because he told me he hated her to but my heart shatterd as i saw start sucking faces
"why u promised me" i barely said above a whisper
sarah must of heard.
"what promised you what?" she said really confused.
she followed my gaze and gasped thats when i snapped no more good girl that wanted good grades and let everyone pick on her i decided right there and then that i was not going to take anymore shit im sick of my heart breaking my heart is going to to turn stone cold to everyone apart from sarah i was not going to mean to her she was all i had left but to everyone else i wasnt going to take anymore bull shit
"im so sorry flame i didnt know that basterd how dare he after what he promised u" she said raging
"its fine he can do what he wants im not forgiving him ever he can shove it i am no longer taking shit from any one anymore i am changing to a person i wanted to be for so long im going to stick up for my self and take no more bullshit" i said smiling
she smiled with me "you go girl come on lets continue on shall we"
"haha yesh we shall" i said happy and confidently
we kept walking arms linked as we reached a photo both sarah stopped me the photo both was infornt of jerk face. sarah looked really nervouse.
"a-a-alexia i-i-i was wondering if y-you-u wanted to go out wi-i-th me and bec-c-ome my girlfriend" she asked looking at the floor
i grinned
"yes yes i would love to" i said grining more wich i doont think was possible
she looked happy and sqealed with happyness we started to walk again i grabed her hand enterwing out fingers toghter i was really happy now we passed jerk face and hoe. we were about to enter hottopic when sarah was spun around i spun with her in a awkwardly way seeing has i was still holding her hand. i looked to see who had spun us around it was axel grining at sarah
"sarah i missed u so much" he said pulled her into a hug making me let go of her hand my hand felt cold now i wasnt happy.
" oh hey axel i missed u to" she said awkwardly pulling away from the hug and taking my hand again i pulled my hand away and put it around her waist
"how are u i havnt seen u in ages sorry i havnt visted i was so busy"
"hmf i bet with your whore" i grumbled under my breath
he looked at me then back at sarah
"im good u how r u" she asked
i felt a breath on my ear
"i heared what u said bitch" kristy said in my ear loud enough for every one to hear
the looked at us i raised my eyebrow at her
"im good hows umm well u know hows alexia" he said my voice quitly and then turned to kirsty "kirsty babe she didnt say anything"
she huffed and stood next to axel wrapping her self around him
"umm well alexia isnt well umm how do i put this" she said trying to find the right words
im glad i got my make over done before we meet him cause he cant recognize me which means i can happly say to him excatly what i wanted to say
"because of what u did u broke her so badly that she killed her self u should of known better then to leave her she needed u u stopped the bashing she got at school the bashing got so bad that she ended up in hostipal at least five times every two weeks and the fact that u never visted her destroyed her she couldnt take it anymore she sliced her wrist really deeply then her neck she bleed to death because of u!" i started to yell near the end well i was yelling by the end i was so angry yeah sure i twisted the words around badly well he deserved it for making me feel that way
"and how the fuck do u know her" i could hear the poison dripping form every word
"because me and sarah were there when u clearly were not" i said matching the saome amout of poision
"haha that slut should of done that ealier she doesnt deserve a life she is that pethic" kirsty said sneering
that made me snapp i did what i wanted along time ago i punched right in the nose i could feel it break.
"dont push me kirsty cause im not the type of person u want to fuck with cause ill just fuck u back ten times harder got that" i said with so much venom.
i was pulled back and dragged away by sarah before i went with her willingly i flipped her axel was standing there trying to calm her down he shot me a death glare and i flipped him to and walked with sarah a grin on my face
"iv wanted to do that a long time ago" i chuckeld at the end
"well now that i have a badass girlfriend lets get u more badass clothes" she said grinning
i grined back and we headed for hottopic.
