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45•His Princess

Edit: a new POV has been added.

His Princess

Taehyung's piece of mind

He layed on the floor soullessly. He couldn't forget nor he could think about anything else other than you and his beautiful baby girl. When he held her for the first time, something dangerously moved within him. He felt complete and happy. But, that followed by a horrible guilt. 

He felt hollow, drowning. He was at a dark place, filled with pain and sickening feelings. He felt worthless and undeserving of life; undeserving of you. He couldn't enter your room, where you layed unconscious, where your daughter was few feets away from you. He couldn't face his daughter, he feared he will be hated by her, he feared that his baby will see how much of a worthless father he was. 

He lost the track of time. He no longer knew how long exactly he was lying on the floor.

''Taehyung?'' His mother called. ''Are you inside?''

His lips trembled at the sound. He grew up watching his mother struggle alone. He hated to picture you in the same position. It was killing him to know that how few days ago he was about to follow what his own father did to his mother; walk away from his responsibilty. How can he do that? How did he believe a test over his own Y/n?

''M-ma...'' His voice broke.

His mother no longer waited before crashing his door open. Her eyes bulge out when he finds the entire room upside down. Everything was broken, and amongst all the lifeless things, there layed her own son, most broken of them all. 

''Tae!''

He sat up, looks towards the mother's shriek. She squats down, shaking out of fear. Taehyung's eyes gave out. He clutched his mother tightly, deseprately clinging on to her. 'Mum, I am so bad. I hurt Y/n! It's all my fault.'' He cries out loud. His body shook abnormally. 

He remembers how much in pain you were when your water wasn't breaking. In a way he blamed himself for all of it. 

''If only I never gave up on our relationship when she wanted to break up, if only I didn't give up looking for her. If only I was with her since the beginning of her pregnancy. Then she wouldn't be so stressed and hurting all this time, she wouldn't have been in pain and would've had a smooth pregnancy.'' He tightens his grip against Mrs kim. ''What if something happened to her and our baby? I was so scared, mum. I was so scared.'' His voice cracks in a painful manner.

His mother tried to be strong for him, but her eyes were soiling seeing the state of him. Today was meant to be the happiest day of his life, yet he is in the most pain. ''I don't deserve her. I don't deserve anything.''

''You do, my baby. You deserve happiness. Y/n wants you and she needs you right now.'' She starts. She wanted to be strong for her child, but her heart was shattering into pieces. ''Do you want to do the same mistake you've done before? Do you want to leave her again when she most needs you?''

He shook his head. ''Then, don't say things like this. Don't hurt yourself-''

''But Y/n has been hurting all this months. Alone.''

''So were you. Both of you did not deserve the pain you guys went through. Did Y/n tell you that she doesn't want you anymore? You need to be with her and your baby right now. Now get up, and go to her. I am sure when you see both of them, these feelings will go away. Apologise to Y/n and let her decide the rest.''