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32:Explanation

Explanation

This is actually not happening.

There is no way I took everything in the wrong way that day. Taehyung did not give me any hint that he was going to propose the idea of us spending the rest of our life together. In fact, all he did was push me away in his every step.

My breathing turns rigid at the thoughts as uneasiness hits me like a huge wave. "Oh lord, Y/n calm down! Don't panic." He reaches and holds onto my shoulder before rubbing my arms in comfort.

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•|Taehyung's POV|•

"No! You can't tell me to calm down after dropping this suddenly!" The girl before me shouts. I try to make her calm down, by making her sit down on the edge of the bed.

"Y/n, shh.."

"What shush? You shush! How can you just say you were going to propose me that day when you clearly weren't!"

I could see her panic. This isn't good. ''Y/n, please you need to calm down. You shouldn't be this hyper right now. I understand you're angry and rightfully so. But, please, breathe in and breathe out.''

''Don't tell me what to do!''

I lean closer to her before placing a peck against her angry lips. I smile gently, "Do you want me to make you breakfast?"

She slaps my hands away. "Don't change the topic." I get up to get a glass of water for her. ''Drink this and calm down.'' No distraction was helping her. I cannot risk another panic attack to trigger. She had many questions at that time, which was normal seeing our situation. 

"I am not. I will tell you, but not at this position. I need to wear something first. So go to the kitchen, and wait for me." I suggest.

She lets out a frustrating groan. "No! Tell me now!"

"Baby, I won't tell you unless we are settled. You are wasting time here, I suggest you go out and wait for me? Hmm?" I suggest, but the impatient girl lets out another groan.

She already looked troubled and stressed enough. Not wanting to rile up her stressed situation, I ask her to settle first. I've caused her enough stress and trouble, but not anymore. Seeing her breathing heavily in panic broke my heart and pained it further in guilt and shame. She deserved more than my explanation. In fact, all the truths seemed more like a burden and excuses to me at this point. 

I don't want to hurt her but why is it that I always end up doing what exactly I try to avoid? ''You need to eat as well, we can talk as much as you want after you are calm.'' I request once again.

"Fine! Hurry up!" She, at last, speaks, before leaving the room.

When I enter the kitchen, I see Y/n, impatiently fiddling with her palms, and seems to be in really deep thought.

I do want to tell her about how much I did not want to break up. How everything she heard or saw was totally wrong. It was all a huge misunderstanding, but I simply don't know where to begin. It's been fairly eight months that we separated and still I haven't gained the courage to do so.

"You are here! Now tell me!" She urges before quickly standing up.

"Relax, Y/n, we need to eat first." I offer.

"Are you serious?!" I witness her eyebrows furrowing angrily before she steps towards me with a pair of furious eyes. "Kim Taehyung, TELL ME and stop avoiding the topic."

Sudden uneasiness hits me unexpectedly.

"Y/n..."

"TELL ME!"