Back To You

Chapter 5

In December both mine and Kiyoshi's class went to theater to see "Beauty and the Beast" or whatever it's called.

The teacher gave us the tickets, and by chance the one on my left was Kate - my friend and classmate. I had also heard that the person who was supposed to sit on my right was Kimura.

I didn't really like the idea of that. And as far as I had understood neither did he, because in the end the one who actually sat beside me was Kiyoshi.

"Oh hello, Emilia darling!" he said as he sat down.

I was surprised to see him by my side, and I think I was probably grinning like an idiot at that moment.

"Oh hiii~" I answered sounding like a creep.

Even if we sat right next to each other, it still felt like we were far away - both talking to our other friends.

Kate pulled out a Chanel cream from her purse. It had a really nice smell to it... But the scent was a bit too sweet for my liking.

Suddenly she poured a little on her hand, and splashed it onto my neck.

"There. Go and charm boys with that pretty outfit, beautiful face, and good perfume on. I bet they'd all go nuts for you." she stated looking all serious.

I did try to convince her before that I didn't need any boys in my life at the moment, but boy did that go well.

So there I was, slightly nervous, because I was sitting next to Kiyoshi, and completely dizzy from that sweet Chanel scent reeking off my neck.

It felt nice though, watching an emotional performance, while sitting next to a boy with our arms slightly touching.

After that evening at the theater I was now completely aware of my feelings for Kiyoshi. I had fallen for him. I was wondering what to do. I didn't want to get hurt just yet.

Kiyoshi: well i mean yea i feel a lot better when you are around but like

Me: Yea, i get it, you don't want a girl before 20

Kiyoshi: but idk
yea the main point is
that i dont want a girl before i get 20
but i also think that it ain't worth it

Me: What ain't worth it?

Kiyoshi: me trying to avoid relationships
the way i am now

Me: Hmm
Well
In the end
It's your own life
Live it however you want to
If you feel like you want a relationship then get one, no prob
If not then don't

Kiyoshi: yea but thats the problem im indecisive

Me: Well
Give it more time then

Kiyoshi: okay
i will
thank you

Me: Yeah
No prob

Kiyoshi: also i sat next to you because kimura wanted to trade places with me

Me: I know

Kiyoshi: would you have preferred kimura or me

Me: I will always prefer you over kimura

Kiyoshi: yo i cant compliment you in person
cuz i like have a crush on you

Me: Wait
What

Kiyoshi: yea ik its weird

Me: No no no

Kiyoshi: but like i get too joyous when you talk to me

Me: It's not weird
I'm just surprised