Highway to Thirty

kavya0704

Hi sinners, welcome to my.... I don't know. I THINK I'm writing some in the honour of Oli. Just read it. (Disclaimer: Please don't take my jokes seriously... I hope you DO get WHEN I'm joking)

I joined this wall I think about two years ago, and that was before Oli's identity crisis. I remember Oli having a particular time where he would reply, and plus he would act different in his replies (trying to act COOLER than he is, huh?). I'm still not sure how to convey myself, but long story short, Oli has developed well in his personality. And you can see that. In his responses which are not as suggestive, in his books which are now much more than only sex(I'm sorry y'all).

His new book pirouette kinds of touches me. Its just so well weaved and written, and frankly, just not all sex. But I'm NOT saying your other books are meaningless. I love them and am still waiting for Caleb's appearance in hacker(aren't we all?)

Ok, so this is a poem I wrote last year, thinking I'll post it, but if kinda sucks, and I think it's time to share my cringy poetry

Poem:

I wrote this poem to share
What little I know about you,
Even if it common knowledge
More is what I want to accrue

Your writing is as flawless
As the wing of a butterfly
As interesting as a book,
As clear as a battle cry

When I see something
which you have said or say
Makes me wonder if
My heart is made of clay

That jawline of yours
Look like it could cut through metal
And your other facial features make me
Think that when God made you, was he fine in fettle?

The kindness and humour,
laced subtly in your words
Gives me a wierd feeling of,
my stomach being infested by thousands of hummingbirds

I'll try not to be too sappy
But you know I can't help it
Even if you tell me to stop trying
You know that I won't quit

This is how cringy I wasss.

Yeah yeah, I go cry in a corner. I used to be one of those crazy fangirls in love with Oli, but now I realise the value of friendship, and see you ALL as friends, as well as him. I'd love to give him some friendly advice and company, as long as he takes it.

So I think I'm done, I hope Oli reads this and just knows he has atleast one person he can always rely on. You helped me connect with so many good people, I want to return the favour (I consider myself the 'good' people in the latter case).

Ps. I was so love struck two years ago, I literally private messaged him love letters....which I hope he NEVER sees .

Thank you for bearing with my awkward self, I love you!!!

Kavya0704