Childish Love [Completed]

Childish Love

You can't escape from it.

It's everywhere.

It changes you.

You set your eyes on him and you swear stars, petals, and hearts fly all around you.

You feel as if it were fate.

The thing is...

He doesn't see you.

You're like glass.

Transparent.

But you can't help but fall deeper into the abyss.

The thoughts of things you could do together pass through your head.

You wonder if he were to look at you...

'Would he like me back?'

Childish love.

But you can't help it.

Its inevitable.

You start to wonder if its worth the trouble of finding his classes just to see him.

Inevitable.

Again you see him and you fall.

Into that black abyss again.

You feel as if the stars align just for the two of you.

Birds chirp a love song when he passes you by.

You smell his scent and melt.

You melt through the floor and into your mind.

"I want his hoodie."

"I want to hug and kiss him."

"I want to follow him hopelessly."

Childish love.

He captivates your mind.

All night, thoughts flood your mind leaving you in a spiralling coil of feelings.

You begin to feel weird.

As other girls surround him you can't help but grind your teeth in anger.

You dont mind these feelings.

You want to see him smile.

Laugh.

For you.

Because of you.

Childish love.

"Sooner or later you'll find someone else."

A "friend" will say.

You seethe silently.

They're right.

But you can't help but stay in the abyss that you have dug.

And you don't mind.

Childish love.

It's everywhere.

Inevitable.

𝒞𝒽𝒾𝓁𝒹𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ.