ᴀɴ ᴜɴᴅʏɪɴɢ ʟᴏᴠᴇ|kakashi Hatake|

ʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴏᴜɢʜᴇʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅs!

//I'll tell you when to play the music unless you just want to listen to it//

The following day I made it a point to cook breakfast, and completely sanitize the entire house . Last night was very rough for me so I can't imagine how Kakashi feels ..

Flashback
Kakashi and I were giggling and laughing as we slammed the door open - just getting home from the park .

"Oh Otōsan you're home?" Kakashi said happily straightens up

"Hai" he said sitting down on the floor by the living room table drinking . Instinctively Kakashi went and sat on the other side of his father while I stood

"How was the mission ?" He asked lightheartedly noticing something was wrong with his father

"Fine" Sakumo answered lowly

"Otōsan? " Kakashi asked again at his flattering tone

"I said it was fine boy , now leave me alone !" Sakumo yelled slinging his half empty can past Kakashi making it drop against the wall . I gasped and kakashis eyes widened before he stood up . Bowed and walked away while apologizing.

That night I couldn't sleep as I heard Sakumo's drunken cries from in the living room
End

"Ohayōgozaimasu Kakashi-kun" I said cheerfully when the boy walked into the spotless kitchen . "I made breakfast.. Gohan, Miso Shiru, and Tamago Kake Gohan" I said lightly gesturing to the already set up table

"Ohayōgozaimasu" he greeted lowly with a tired tone "I didn't know you cooked Aka .. " Kakashi looked at me with a nod of gratitude.. probably more for not mentioning his dad rather than the food . "Tabemono o arigatō" he said before digging in

"Kakashi-Kun I'm going to check on Sakumo-San" his eyes widened "don't worry .." I said before walking towards the living room . The only place I haven't cleaned since Sakumo passed out in here . The room smelt of throw up , beer, and dirt . Cans littered the floor and Sakumo laid next to the table with dried tears on his face while low snores came out his mouth . I walked closer to the older man as crouched before gently shaking his shoulder "mr Sakumo .." he grumbled and tossed before his eyes shot open and he grabbed his head before stumbling to get up . With the support of my shoulder I lifted him with my tiny body to a sit up postion .. " I cooked breakfast if you'd-"

"No" his raspy voice called out before he got up tripping and continuing onwards towards the front door "I'm going out for a drink"

"But mr-" the door slammed in my face before I turned around and walked back to the kitchen where Kakashi sat staring at his half ate breakfast . "He wasn't hungry .. he said he wanted to go out for a drink " I said quietly sitting down across from Kakashi .. "come on Kakashi-kun the mission just probably has him bummed out .. maybe he'll cool down ?" I lied easily trying to comfort the boy " Tabemono o arigatō" I muttered beginning to eat .

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//music\\
Over the entire week I'd clean , do missions , train with gai , then come home and cook trying to comfort both Sakumo and Kakashi..
It was on the third day when rumors flew through kakashis ear and turned him quiet.. he was informed of the failed mission .. it was on the eighth day when Kakashi and I came home to find the man dead laying in the living room . It broke my heart watching kakashis eyes turn from bored and full of life to dull and empty .. he'd get mad randomly and recently a lot more aggressive towards the work we do as a team . It's actually crazy .. but I knew this was coming .. yet it still tore me up inside . listening to my best friends cries at night and not being able to do a damn thing ..  it ate away at my soul ..