Mötley Crüe Imagines

Nikki Sixx- Scared?

Requested by @IvyDex1

Just some cute fluff

Nikki Sixx X Reader

For a guy who didn't seem to understand the meaning of 'slow down', he was quite smitten with you. He hadn't known you for a long time, but he already knew he couldn't have you. You were way out of his league just because you had morals. His whole life, he was terrified of commitment and spent his whole love life bouncing from girl to girl, but you believed in true love, a picky soul determined on finding 'the one' and not settling for anything less. You wanted a long term relationship and that's why Nikki couldn't have you. Not because he didn't want to be in a relationship with you, but because he knew he was inevitably going to hurt you one way or another, so he did the only thing he thought would help both of you. He avoided you at all costs, damaging your close bond that was formed on tour just because he was head over heels in love with you. You easily noticed his change in behavior and quickly became concerned. You attempted to talk to him, but  he only kept avoiding you, so you eventually gave up, blaming the drugs and stress and not wanting to bother him any more.

"Hey roadie. Whatcha up to? Heading over to see lover boy?" Vince says as you walk to the supply closet. The guys often teased you and Nikki about your close relationship and often times tried hard to hook you two up, like "accidentally" leaving you two in a room together.

"Nikki?" You say as he nods. You keep walking and moving supplies to distract Vince from seeing the distress on your face, "oh, uh we aren't really talking right now..."

"Did something happen that I don't know?" Vince asks stopping you from your work.

"I mean, he stopped talking to me for some reason... I don't know why, might have been something I did." You said shrugging and walking off to work on some of the band's equipment before he asked too many questions. Vince, more confused than ever marches over to Nikki's dressing room, only to find him passed out on his couch without pants. Normally, he would praise him and ask who he got to blow him and where Vince could find her, but this time, he was only frustrated.

"Nikki! Wake up you fucking ass!" Vince says throwing Nikki's pants at his face. Nikki groans as he gets up.

"What do you want man?"

"What happened between you and Y/N?"

"Nothing. It's none of your business" Nikki says trying to get comfortable again on the couch.

"No. I saw her today and she didn't look like nothing was going on. You know man, we all know you like her, but I mean if you don't I'll take my chances with her." Vince says winking at Nikki trying to get him to react. He does and springs up from the couch.

"What the fuck are you talking about man you can't do that." Nikki says stomping up to Vince's face.

"Well it doesn't seem like you want her so why can't I?"

"Because she's not an object!" Nikki yells getting very close to Vince's face.

"Clearly that's not what you seem to think about every single other girl you fuck." Vince says as Nikki calms a little, his shoulders fall and his fists unclench as he sighs.

"She's different man. She's not like anyone else I've met and I don't want fuck this up like I do everything" Nikki sighs as he falls back onto the couch.

"Is that why you're ignoring her? Because you think you're not good enough? What are you fucking scared of?"

"Me! I'm scared of me being in a relationship. I can't do that shit! It never works, trust me I'd know." Nikki says taking a long swig of Jack Daniels.

"Well, quit fucking around and man up. She's head over heels for you and it's obvious, and you're fucking blind for not seeing it in front of you this whole time. Man up and tell her how you fucking feel." Nikki doesn't respond for a moment, then swiftly gets up.

"Goddamn it Vince." Nikki says storming out the door to find you. Vince stays behind with a smirk on his face.

"Knew I'd get him to do it." He says to himself

~

Nikki easily finds you in the control room messing with plugs and dials. He walks in and you don't notice his presence until he clears his throat. You quickly turn around, startled by the noise.

"Hey.." Nikki says awkwardly

"So you decided to talk to me now." You did crossing your arms, "What, uh are you doing here?"

"I want to talk to you. Privately."

"Just close the door. No one is here and I doubt anyone will come in." You say as he closed the door and steps closer to you.

"I'm sorry Y/N." He says looking into your eyes, "sorry for ignoring you. I was just... I don't know, scared?"

"Scared?" You scoff, "scared of what?" A moment of silence passes until Nikki speaks up. 

"Shit Y/N. I really, really fucking like you and I know I'm not what you need or want. I fuck around, for fucks sake I'm a rockstar and I have no control of anything, let alone a relationship. I can't do that. I can't do relationships and I know that's what you want and I want to be with you, but I know I will hurt you because that's what I do. I hurt everyone." He says. He just confessed to you, the words you've been wanting to hear for a very long time, yet you still aren't satisfied. You look into his tired eyes. You sigh and grab his shoulders, raising yourself up on your toes to meet his lips with yours. He immediately kisses back, but you pull away so you can give him a piece of your mind.

"Nikki Sixx. I am in love with you whether you like it or not and I want to try to make this work. I want to know we at least tried and not give up before even starting." You say hands on his chest

"I love you too." He says insanely relived that you feel the same way

You look up at him and smile softly. He looks back down at you and chuckles a little bringing his lips back to yours. He cups your face as your lips dance together. You both smile into the kiss and snicker a little before leaving the booth.

Walking out the door, they are startled and embarrassed by the drummer and singer of the band eavesdropping on them. They they quickly jump away trying to pretend like nothing happened. Vince looks up while whistling and Tommy pretends like he drop something to avoid eye contact.

"I know you guys were listening to us. You don't need to pretend you weren't" Nikki says.

"Nah man we just got here." Tommy says avoiding eye contact

"Yeah whatever." Nikki says walking off with his arm around your shoulder.

Staying behind, Tommy hands Vince a twenty dollar bill. Vince chuckles and Tommy rolls his eyes.

"Told you I'd break 'em"