better soon

him

i hate to admit it but i'm so attached to you.

it's been four years.

why do i need you so badly?

i'm so scared that something is going to happen and you won't be here anymore again.

i'm scared you're going to realize all my flaws and how i'm not really that attractive as you thought i was.

i'm terrified.

i'm so emotionally attached to you and it's terrible.

but, i love how you call me baby girl and kiss me.

i crave it more.

if you continue to do that, i'll end up falling more for you and when you leave,

i'll be drained and gone.