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what are friends?

she was alone. 

she didn't have anyone. 

her so-called-'friends' were just there. they weren't really friends. 

friends are there for you.

friends check up on you.

friends ask to hang out and make plans with you. 

friends are NOT

 people who only check on you when you visibly show that you are not okay. 

who use you when you don't have anyone else in the moment.

who only talk to you sometimes. 

and in that moment, i realized. . .i was alone.