HER SEDUCTIVE BOYFRIEND

Part 5 - I crave you

I walked to the door and I slowly looked into the cam to check who it would be and I was shocked, It's Joanne!

My heart started to beat faster and I could hear my own heartbeat pumping faster than ever. My palms were sweating. I was nervous like hell and I don't want him to see me. 

I immediately switched off the house lights and I kept quiet. He rang the doorbell thrice and then there was no ring. In a hope that he would have left, I walked slowly towards my door and he hit my door and started to slam over. 

Tears roll over my cheeks and I was just praying for him to leave. Then there was a mere silence. And my phone ringed "beep". 

It's a text from Joanne, "I know you are inside, and I know you don't want to see me anymore. But please let me explain to you one last time! I really wanted to talk to you... Please let me in. Your's, Joanne!"

I was so confused after reading his text and somewhere within my heart, I wanted to hear his explanation but yet his behavior on the car made me mortified. 

I never had any boyfriends before, neither I kissed someone before. It was my first kiss with Joanne and it was a mistake which I never wanted to repeat. 

I didn't reply to him, he started to call me and I didn't answer. He again sent me a message with his apologies, "Please forgive me, Maya, I really wanted to talk to you, please let me in for once. I won't disturb you after this."

After reading his message I was more confused and I was not sure whether to let him in or to avoid him more. Because I can't keep living with this guilt and I wanted to know why Joanne kissed me that day, so I replied to him. 

"Hey Joanne, anything you wanted to talk about, you can text me here but please leave me alone."

He replied, "something cannot to explained in the messages Maya, please understand. I am dying inside without confessing to you. I wanted to talk to you goddammit. Let me in now. "

This message made me more worried and I replied, "Please come back tomorrow morning. Now It's not the time."

And I was waiting for his reply but no reply from him. It's been 30 minutes but there was no reply from him. And he was not at my door. 

With great relief, I went back to sleep. I just stepped into my bedroom and was about to close my balcony door, I saw him. Joanne standing outside my apartment waiting to see me. 

As soon as I stepped to the balcony, he saw me. His eyes glittered with happiness and I don't understand what he wants to talk about and why is he still here. I could see an innocent feeling in his eyes and I didn't even dare to look away from him because that's something, I always get attached to, like a magnet to the poles. 

I received a text immediately, "Please let me in. I promise I won't hurt you."

And I know, he means it. So I replied, "Fine. Come in."

Before even he could reach my doorbell, I kept my door opened. Joanne came and made his way to the living room. 

He sat on the couch and I was trembling inside. Without showing him my weakness, I asked, "What the hell you want to talk about?"

He smiled and said, "A glass of water"

I went to the kitchen, opened the fridge, took a bottle of water, turned over, I see him standing next to me... 'Good God, you startled me...' I moved away saying to him. 'I see that I still have much effect on you...' He replied without any hesitation. 

I said, "Can you please tell me why are you here this hour? And, whatever it is... We can talk over the phone!"

He said, "Only if you would take my calls...' I shifted my eyes towards the glass and replied, "Fine... Tell me now..."

With a deep painful voice, he uttered, "Maya..."

And after a deep breath, he continued, "I want you!!"

I was shocked completely, by his words. He was not even hesitant for a second to say such words when he actually has a girlfriend. 

I was furious and I wanted to slap him so hard. I controlled my temper and said, "Bloody hell Jonne. For god sake, you have a girlfriend who is my friend."

Joanne replied, "I can end things with her if it's really bothering you."

His words made my blood boil and with such anger, "What the hell you mean by bothering me? Doesn't it bother you??" I asked him. 

He smirked and said, "Our fathers are business partners, and we ended up knowing each other and got into a relationship. I thought I love her, But not until I see you... Only after knowing you, I realized, I never really loved her... And I am just falling for you!!"

"For god sake Joanne, you don't look like explaining anything to me. so leave my apartment right now." I shouted.

He immediately got up and pushed me to the wall and yelled, "Can't you see what are you doing to me? Can't you see I am going crazy for you? Can you really look into my eyes and tell me that you don't need me?"

I was cole stoned with his words. He was true. I liked him. I see how he looks at me. I felt this even before we become friends and that is the reason I had the fear of being friendly with him. 

And now, he is screaming the words that were running on my mind from the moment I saw this guy. And I don't have any answers for him. 

"I know you need me, Maya. I have seen it in your eyes. Please forget about the world and forget everything other things. Just look into my eyes and tell me you don't want me. I will leave right now." He said with a husky voice filled with lust and desires. 

I don't know what I should react, because He was right. I craved for him from the time his lips were laid on mine. He was my first kiss and the best ever! I felt a completely different connection with him which is unknown to me and I can't refuse it now. 

"Your silence answered to me Maya, please let me show you how much I crave for you." He whispered in my ear and pushed me over the wall, binding his fingers onto mine, and started to kiss me.