Ferals book one wild blood

Another day in misery

Frig this hurts, I seemed more tired, I felt week. If there was an attack, I'd drop dead. I knew there were many kits, my stomach was huge, it's hard to walk. My eyes dull and another day in misery group. In my eyes, I see the world now as old, black and white smudges of poop! I wish I could be a fighter or Hunter. Fire always stops and taunts me. Life sucks.

I padded into the breeders den, sitting beside empress and her handsome kits, they look big already, they sure grow after a day. I wonder what my kits will be like, I just hope I don't see Doom in them. If one does, I'll name it Demon. Like Doom. I bet it would be like him anyway A!

"Cher!cher!" A voice snapped, taking me out of my thinking trance.

"Wah!" I mewed at Empress.

"Stop muting out, take a nap or something, Hun. Dream of your life of your dreams, don't wish. "She whispered softly, empathy budging in her.

I roll my pretty eyes, "I don't see why dreaming would help"

"Hun, cherub. Think, maybe why they made you a queen was because they need more strong and sleek kits like you, and your so prett-" I cut her off.

"I became a queen because dad told Magic and Sabre, he hates me, I know it!"I wine.

Empress groomed my pelt, making me look nicer. "Hun, just forget about him, focus on your kits being healthy. And remember what I said, think about the good things of you being a queen, cherub." She mewed.

I sighed, "fine" I mewed and lay down, curling up. Feeling the little fur balls kicking in side of me.

I just couldn't sleep, they kicked and pushed, not even a month and they are annoying me, but really, I a. Week or two they'd be coming.

Empress always helps thoug, really I love her more then mum, all mum likes is mating with handsome to s and giving birth. But I love her.

In the morning, empress woke me, up. Her kits were more easy to gender. Turns out one of them is a female. She looks like me, tabby fur, with ticking though. And no Ocicat markings. "You can name her ,Cher." She mewed. I smiled privileged.

"I'll name her Neveah, heaven backwards, cause when I look at her I think of me, hoping she has a life like heaven on earth unlike me.