moon and stars

chapter 13 - pain

Things had been wired with James for a day or two, but it doesnt last long, and they soon were fine again. Sirius on the other hand would not even go near Remus and it was killing him. He didnt know what he was going to do. He needed padfoot to be there at least. The pain was getting worse as it he continued to be ignored. He had taken all of the potion madame Pomfrey had given him and he was scared to ask for more. What if she asked questions and tried to help him by telling someone? He just couldnt risk it. So, he just dealt with the pain the best that he could. On the other hand, the wolf in his head was harder to ignore.

It kept echoing around his head drowning out all of his other thoughts. The wolf was so scared and anger. Apparently, he had messed up and it was his fault that he was being ignored. He was starting to believe what the wolf was saying to him. It was his fault it was all his fault. If it wasnt for him padfoot wold still be talking to him. He didnt even know what he had done but the wolf could have told him that it had been anything and at that point in time he would have believed it.

It had started to affect everything in his life, he couldnt sleep due to the pain, so he was sleeping in class. He couldnt study or focus in class resulting in his grades slipping drastically. His teachers were very concerned and meny of them talk to him, but he just said that he just wasnt felling well lately and most of them took it, but McGonagall just wasnt tacking it.

I know you are lying Mr lupin what is actually going on?

Just wolf stuff Im fine. She still looked concerned but let it go. His friend on the overhand did not let things go.

Peter and James were very worried about Remus they had notice the changes in his behaver and how reclusive he had become. They didnt know what they were meant to do. If they tried to talk to him, he will just deny everything or ignore them all together. They didnt do nothing though they tried there hardest to help him with out saying anything. They did simple things like making sure he ate and letting him sleep if he past out. They even brought him chocolate and left it on his bed for him to fined. they just wanted their friends to be happy so that they could be happy, but it was so hard when Remus was so broken, and Sirius was avoiding them.

It was getting ridiculed at that point. Sirius would talk to James if they were in the same class or general area and would answer Wormtale if he spoke to him, but he had not said a word to moony in weeks. It was so strange. He was fine after the full moon when they were going to the hospital wing but in just a couple of days, he was avoiding Remus completely. James decided enough was enough, that he would put a stop to this before something they would all regret happened.