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Sang

Sang POV

I can't anymore. It hurts too much. I have no idea how to control it anymore! I try everything, but it never works! I am a failure! I should have trusted my mother, when she said I will never accomplish nothing, and is true.

I need someone to ask if I am okay, or if I am fine, even if everything is fake! I least all I ma going to get is a false smile along with a f*cking fake life. I can't let my mind control me I have to control my mind not my brain.

The whispers become more louder, and closer. There here! I can't let them come to me. I have to be strong, but when can someone be strong when you have nobody and are a nobody.

I sat up from the the cold hard floor and walk to my room. I look behind me, to see shadows fallowing me like always. I am already use too this shadows that hunt me in the night.

I always wake up screaming and sweating, but because I live in the forest no one hears me.
Sweetie are you okay.

Yes I am okay, Enchanted

Okay then.

You see I have a drago that is very powerful, he has all eight elements and the power of fear. You are probably guessing, if he has the power of fear, why am I being follow by demos or shadows? Well to answer that is that I really can't control that power or my dragon.

If I can't control something my dragon can't either. So I rarely use it, I never want to scare people, but I sometimes need to when they wanna rape me or harm me.

That's the reason I always wear a coat that hides me from people. I try my best not to communicate with people, only if I have to. Another reason is because I am girl and if they notice I am a rider, I don't know what will happen. I also don't want to be an Academy, something like that, where people train their powers and dragons.

After all they might fear me, and call me a villain because my dragon was made of evil after all it came from darkness.

In the pass few years I been getting headaches and hearing voices. Most of the voices out from my mother I mean stepmother. She had always treat me like a useless animal. She treat me like A slut .

My father wouldn't do nothing, occasionally he will tell mother to stop and have fun with him. Eww, I knew father never loved that women, because he had always loved my mother. Even though she died when I was five I still remember her sweet voice and her kindness to people.

The last day that l knew I had enough was when HER had that nerves to talk to my mother saying she was a whore and slut. That's the day I knew I was going to kill her! How dare she talk to my mother like that.

In that day, I woke up at night and made my move. I went to the kitchen to grave the biggest knife I could find and put it behind my small back. I walk to the soundless hallway and turn the knob slowly and walk to her bed without making a noice just like a mice.

I put the knife trough her throat, that I heard a faint gasped that came out of her bubbly blood mouth. I still remember her blue and crueles eyes opening in surprise until they rolled back liveless.

I had clean the knife very well to hide the finger prints and put it back, like nothing had happen. I put everything in place and clean the blood in hands, change of clothes too. I put the towels and cloths that are cover in her blood and put it on a old backpack.

I had grave another bag form Maries room, who was not there may I add, neither was my father he was on a business trip. I put away all my belongings witch were a little, on the bag. I even grave the bedsheets, and pillow cases to make seem that I did not even live here. After all I was a nobody.

I still remember making it all clean like if it was guest room. I did remember to grave a photo of my mother, that was the only one I had. I grave the two bags and sprinted too the forest that were the scariest, but I did not care at least nobody will know I was here. I did knew father and Marie will think I kill her, but they can't acuse me because I do not have information of birth certificate or ID of myself.

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This chapter gives you a little of what Sang has been trough or is going trough!