The end? •Jonah Marais•

Chapter 15

Quinn's POV

1 week later

We've gone to multiple places and I've been to all the shows, but the show that is today is one that I can't go to. The boys will meet some fans and it will be recorded on a live stream and I will be in the hotel watching it. I'm so so proud of the boys, they've gone so far.

The boys all say goodbye and Jonah kisses me and they all leave. I sit on the hotel bed and turn on the tv and wait for the live to start. In an hour it starts and it's a vid of the meet and greet. I walk away for a minute to go to the bathroom then get food from the kitchen and when I get back Jonah is being interviewed and asked about a picture of Jonah kissing a girl the pic was from today and it was not on the cheek cuz if it was on the cheek or head I wouldn't mind, but on the lips. I turn off the tv after sitting there for a minute seeing my bf kiss another girl on the lips and all the boys just staring at him.

I just... I don't even know what to do, tears fall from my eyes and I feel so very hurt. But what did I expect, an ugly, stupid girl like me would never end up with a guy like him.

The following section includes suicidal thoughts or actions and ALMOST rape if that triggers you skip this section I'll tell u when it's over, in bold letters.

I go into the bathroom and pull out a blade again about to cut, but then I decide not to. Maybe later, I have corbyn and he is worth living for.

I hear a knock on the door and open it, a guy rushes in and slams the door. He pushes me onto the bed and tries to pull off my shirt, but I smack him.

Me: who the hell are you!!!
?: just go along with it princess
Me:no, I have a boyfriend
?: not a very loyal one

He pulls off my shirt leaving me in my bra.

Me: stop! Just because he kissed another girl it doesn't mean I'm gonna fuck you.

?: you want to

Me: no, I really don't

He pushes me back down and I punch him.

?:stop fighting it, you're not strong

He pulls off his shirt and starts to kiss and suck on my neck, and I know there will be hickeys later.

I punch him and he punches me back

?: I didn't wanna have to do that princess

He continues to kiss me and pull down my shorts

Me: no, get the fuck off me!

He just touches my ass and the rest of my body a little bit and then runs off leaving me in tears.

I run into the bathroom and decide now I want to cut, I almost got raped and my bf cheated on me.

I don't want to stay alive constantly thinking I might get raped again, it happened once and almost happened about two more times after that and I don't want to live like this.

I'm sorry jack but I have to, I already had the three scars on my arms from last time and I add about 4 more and now I have a loyal of 7 scars , 4 new with blood coming out of them.

It's over now, you can continue reading but u might not get what is going on later.

I hear the boys knock on the door so I cover it up and open the door.

As soon as I open it I just walk back to the bathroom without saying hi to anyone.

(They have the connecting rooms, so they aren't all sharing)