The end? •Jonah Marais•

Chapter 10

Quinn's POV

I've received 59 texts and 28 calls from Jonah

4 calls from jack and 20 texts

90 texts from Daniel and 30 calls

19 texts from Zach and 2 calls

5 texts from corbyn and 7 calls

I decided to text Jack saying I'm safe because I don't want to be in contact with Daniel, Zach and Jonah

Me: tell the boys I'm ok

Noodles: where are u?

Me: I'm not going to say,
But I'm fine

Noodles: Jonah is depressed

Me: how are Zach and
Dani?

Noodles:They miss you

Me: but are they feeling
Better?

Noodles : yes,
they want you back now

Me: then I'm coming back

I make my way back and as soon as I get back to the house they all come running over to me except Jonah.

Me: hi
Daniel hugs me so tight
Me: ow, ow Daniel let go
Daniel: what?you're usually ok with my tight hugs
Me: it- I
Daniel: do you not want me to hug you anymore?
Me: no Daniel that's not it, I'll show you upstairs
Daniel: ok
Me: hi Zach , are you better now?
Zach: I still love you, like that but I'm not sad
Me: good
Zach hugs me
Me: Zach, please stop
Zach: um, ok?
Me: I guess I'll have to explain to both of you, come upstairs with me
Daniel & Zach: ok
We walk upstairs and go into the room and close the door. I take off my shirt ( she is wearing a bra under)
Both boys look away
Zach: um what are you doing?
Me: ugh what, do you think I'm trying to seduce you, no just turn around
Both of them turn around and look at all the bruises across my stomach and rib cage, my back is facing the door and Jonah opens the door, then walks out. I put my shirt back on and go after Jonah, ugh more drama.

I go into his room

Me:Jonah?
Jonah: what?
Me: are you mad because I left
Jonah: no, I was sad and hurt that you left, I'm mad that you had your shirt off with two guys who are in love with you
Me: jo-
Jonah: no, don't explain
Me: Jonah those two are my best friends and also just look at me
He turns around and looks at me and I pull my shirt up
Me: this is what I was showing them, not trying to seduce them
Jonah: are you ok? What happened?
Me: it- it's nothing
Jonah: it's not nothing
Me: some of it is from the guy who came here and some of it is from the guy my parents gave me away to
Jonah: you went back there?
Me: yes, I thought he wasn't home and that I could quickly run in, grab a few things and quickly leave. But he was home

Jonah pulls me into a hug, then let's go

Me: I'm sorry
Jonah: just, why?
Me: I thought I could make Daniel and Zach feel better and then you and them would be close again and that you guys could go back to your happy life's, when I wasn't here to hurt you guys.
Jonah: you didn't
Me: yes I did, Zach and Dani were hurt and then you guys stopped being friends which I know hurt you and might Hurt your career which would also hurt you. So I was trying to make all of your life's easier and I knew it would hurt you, but I thought it would help you, for your future.
Jonah: you didn't have to worry about my future, the only future I cared about was ours
Me: and that was bad because you started caring less about your work future which would have affected the whole band. I couldn't let any of you throw that away and I still can't , so I'm here to say my proper goodbye.
Jonah: what?
Me: Jonah I love you so,so,so much and I don't want to loose you ,but if loosing you means you will achieve your goals and make your own dreams come true, I have to. And I'm so heartbroken that this is happening because I want us to last forever. And I could wait for you to finish one tour and we could get back together, but you will find someone better on that one tour.

Jonah: no, no ,I won't there is no one better . Please, please don't go. I'm begging you, please. I know you still want to be with me and you are just doing this for my career, but don't. Please just don't.

Me: I could stay, but what about the rest of the boys career and future.

Daniel bursts into the room

Daniel: we were all listening to that and we all agree you should stay, please stay