The better twin | JEFF ATKINS |

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The fact my parents are making me come to school after a month of being off and being with Camden is hell, I don't know how they could make me do this knowing how much I'm hurting. I need to be with Camden. She might think because I'm not there I don't care.

"Hey man, how've you been?" Zack said lightly rubbing my back

"I don't really wanna be here I want to be with her man. My mom and dad made me come in because of my grades but they don't even matter to me, how am I suppose to concentrate knowing Cam isn't here."

"She's a fighter man, she will come threw. She has a good support group and god. She'll come threw."

"Hey Jeff hows—"

"I wish people would stop fucking asking me she's still the same, she's still in hospital, she still in a coma. NO there isn't any improvement, so please leave me the fuck alone."  Maybe that wasn't my bright move, but still.

I feel so empty without her, why couldn't it of been me and not her, But then she'd feel the way I'm feeling and I don't wish that upon anyone. 

'1 New iMessage from Clay Jenson'

Just thought I'd let u know, Cam is awake.

Really? Ok I'm on my way thanks dude.

xxx

"Can I see her?" "Jeff I don't really think that's—" "please I'm begging, please." "Okay"

I felt numb I can't feel any of my body, sick with excitement. My girl. She's awake.
Walking into her room like it was the first time I saw her, when she was lifeless and unrecognisable. Now I'm going to see her even with her eyes open, my perfect girl.

"Camden, oh my god baby I missed you so much. I love you so much I've waited so long for this day, for you to wake up. I've been counting the days for you to open them beautiful eyes. All of our friends have missed you, they all ask about you every single day. Monty has been every day to visit you, I would've been everyday in your room but your brother kind of banned me but I was in the waiting area everyday, every single day it killed me not seeing your beautiful face."  I smiled deeply looking as Camden still so weak, but still so beautiful.

"Uh, I'm sorry. But who are you?"

"Cam, it's me Jeff. Jeff Atkins."

"I'm sorry but I don't think we've met, I don't know you."