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Incoming call from Monty🚢 ...
Monty BOLD
Camden in italic

Montgomery, this better be good it's midnight.

I'm sorry for calling late, I have no where else to go. Can I stay the night I got into a fight with my dad and... and I just really need a friend. Please Cammy.

Of course Monty, the balcony window will be open.

Thank you Camden.

Call Ended.

"So do you wanna tell me what you fell out over?" I spoke quietly as I ran my fingers threw Montgomery's hair as his head was laid on my lap. The thing Montgomery is know for is his aggression and anger how he's heartless and gives no fucks.

In reality the Monty I know he's a broken, lost boy who doesn't really have a mother figure and just wants love. He hides his emotions to everyone apart from me. Now it's 1am and his crying on my lap and expression how much of a messed up kid he is.

"You know how it is, mom left dad two months ago and now my dad is even more messed up than he already was. He keeps saying it's my fault that she left his drinking is getting ridiculous... and... and I just can't cope anymore. He beats me Camden, I know I'm seen as the high school bully who fights people but when it comes to my dad I'm like a little boy who can defend myself. He hurts me emotionally and physically, he makes me hate myself and I do. I'm a worthless piece of shit who no one will love." Monty said dryly as he traced a eight on the palm of my hand

"Well first of all that's not true, I love you. Mont, you're my best friend who I love so much yeah your kinda fucked up but aren't we all."
"No ones gonna love me for me, I'm too emotionally damaged for any women." He was now sitting up to face me but looking down as he spoke softly

"Montgomery, if she loves you she will help you to overcome your insecurities and help you love yourself the way she loves you."

"How is anyone gonna love someone like me when I can't even love myself." He sniffs continuing to look down at his hands

"Montgomery, look at me god dammit. Stop doubting yourself! I love you okay, you will find so—"

Just like that my mind went blank, why you ask? Montgomery De La Cruz kissed me. My best friend. My boyfriend, fiancés best friend kissed me. I didn't kiss back I couldn't, I didn't feel that way for him, I think he could tell by my face.

"I, uh, I'm fucking sorry, shit."

"Why the hell did you do that? I'm with Jeff Montgomery, we're... we're engaged! You can't kiss me!"

"I'm sorry, I just... I thought maybe in the moment maybe you felt something, but I was wrong I'm sorry let's just forget it and you're engaged you didn't tell me?"

"Well I was going to tell you tonight but then you went and did that."

"I'm sorry I'll just go"

"Go where? Back to your dads don't be ridiculous, idiot. Just let's go to sleep."

"I'm sorry again..."

"Let's just keep this between us even though I didn't kiss you back, I don't want to upset Jeff I'll have to tell him in my own time."

2 New iMessage from Jeff💕

Hey baby, what you up 2? I'm stuck doing English hw bored, wanna come over and distract me 😉

Okay well that was 3 hours ago I hope ur okay, I love you . Xx

Sorry love, I fell asleep early I'll see you tomorrow. I love you so much xxx
P.s least you did your English hw without me being a distraction lol.