The better twin | JEFF ATKINS |

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"Who keeps blowing up your phone damn Cam, you're popular" Monty laughed taking my phone from the table

"Wait why don't you have this number saved it's Jeff?" "I don't know him" "Cammy he was your boy— your friend? One of your best friends... maybe you should talk to him? I can come with you if you want"
"I don't know Monty I kinda just wanna stay inside with you and not face all these strange faces I don't know and pretend I'm okay and remember."
"You have to face it at some point you're going back to school soon" "okay Montgomery if I wanted a lecture I would've spoken to my mom you can go now."
"Camden, don't be like that." "Just leave man"

Text to Jeff

I'm sorry I don't remember you, I know you're very persistent and you message me everyday, keep in contact with my mom and clay. I just don't understand how we were close, clay told me you are on the baseball team so that means your a hot shot who thinks he's gods gift. I don't like people like that so please excuse me if I'm wrong but that's the vibe you give off, I look on your Instagram and see the photos of us but I just don't see the girl that is me next to you. I just don't understand. I feel like I'm loosing my mind, like I'm going insane.

Camden, my darling. I will be here until the day you remember me, remember us. Even if that takes until I'm 40 years old. I'm not like that ask anyone, you fell in love with me because of the way I love life and the way I love you. Even if you don't believe the girl in them photos are you, believe me I still love you either way, so much. always will mamita.

I just wish I could remember you. Us. I know I don't feel right being with Monty but he's the only person I remember.

Wym, your with Monty? As in a couple?

No, I mean he's tried to kiss me a couple of times, I have been spending more time with him he's helping me remember.

Why is he kissing you? He's your best friend. Did he tell you how he had a crush on you and tried to break us up? Made us have a falling out and a rumour spread around school about you cheating and you wanting to end your life? Because you didn't see your life without me. Me Camden your boyfriend, your first boyfriend. Your last boyfriend. I'm still your  boyfriend  even if you dont remember me.

Jeff,  I like Monty. Don't be so rude. I don't believe he'd do something like that.

He's the high school bully Cammy, gosh. I'm not being rude I'm just being honest, you didn't like him before this like that so it hasn't changed and I won't believe it. I don't believe it. I know you love me. I just need to figure out how to make you fall in love with me again.

Good luck with that. Night Jeffery.