The better twin | JEFF ATKINS |

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"Monty, Jeff is saying a lot of stuff about it... I don't want to believe it but please be truthful"
"I told you princess, Jeff is just pissed because you're spending most of your time with me and not him"
"So you didn't start a rumour about me which almost ended in me taking my own life?"
"No, I would never. You know I love you. Jeff is talking crap..."
"why do I want to believe you but I just can't, there is something tell me to believe Jeff" " look, you can believe whoever you want. But Cam don't you think it's weird how you remember me and all the stuff we have done but yet you don't remember him? Surely that's saying something" 
"I think I need to go back home now, it's getting late and I just want to be by myself"
"Alright, I'll drive you. Come on"

The drive was silent but Montgomery still found his way to place his hand on my exposed thigh, I wanted to swat it away but I feel bad just throwing all these accusations at him. He isn't Jeff, his hand shouldn't be there.

We said our goodbyes and I made my way indoors, greeted by a confused Clay.

"How about instead of you spending all your time 'remembering' memories with Montgomery maybe you should be spending your time with Jeff instead, he's your boyfriend"
"Clay at this moment in time I don't have a boyfriend"
"Well maybe tell Jeff that so he can stop blowing my phone up, I blocked his number but he is still finding a way to contact me to get to you. Just answer him."

Calling JEFF

Hey Jeff, it's Camden.

Hey, how are you?

Yeah I'm good, how about yourself?

I'm a lot better now I've heard your voice.

I was wondering if you wanted to meet at the coffee shop tomorrow? We can spend sometime together? Also I was wondering if you could send me and old videos or pictures of us that I can watch to help me remember, it's okay if you don't have any I don't know if you'd keep them or not

Yes! I'd love too... can we say around 1ish as I have to go train? And of course, I'd never delete them Camden. I have videos and pictures from when we first dated I could never let go of you that easily

Yeah that sounds like a good time to me and cool thanks, I didn't know if you would you know see as we aren't really together

I still have my hope in us my love

Well I will see you tomorrow

Yeah see you tomorrow I can't wait, I love you.

I- uh I lo— see you .

End of call

I look threw the videos and pictures of me and Jeff when we were together, I just want to remember what I had and what once was.

Camden you know Jeff, Jeff is your boyfriend. The love of your life, please remember these moments. The time when he took you on a beach date and it got ruined by the sea because he didn't time the waves coming in, or what about the time at the fair when he won you the big pink bear? How about in your first year of high school when you fell in sports while everyone was laughing, even Montgomery. Jeff was the one who helped you up and cleaned up your bloody knee, that's when Jeff knew he was smitten for you.

Jeff is your soul mate.