FROM A DISTANCE ↯ b. chan ✓

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[8.6.18]
dear channie,

hello again! to be honest chan, i really want to show who i am, but at the same time i don't want to. i know you want to know too, but i just can't get myself to show up and say who i am. if i DO have the courage i MIGHT show who i am
tomorrow. if not, then you'll sadly have to wait for a few days. don't get mad though, i promise that i'll show who i am, cross my heart hope to die. anyways, that's it. peace!

- anonymous :)

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her ;

i reread what i wrote. was i ready to do so? i think the fuck not.

seriously though. i'm sure i'm not ready yet.

still, i have to give the note to the one and only chan.

we were in the science lab. i completely forgot to tell you that the note was written like a while ago.

don't expect me to write something like that inside the science lab. that's unexplainable.

i stuffed it in my pocket first, since i'm planning to put it on his locker later on.

"another one of those notes, i see."

i faced back to see areum. thank god, i thought it was someone chan knows.

"u-uh yeah."

i chuckled awkwardly as i said that. she smirked.

"why don't i tell him that it's you all along, hm?"

she asked. i looked surprised. she laughed.

"just kidding. no hard feelings on what i said."

she said, still laughing. i sighed and replied with 'fine'.

"c'mon, we better get back to what we were doing."

. . . . .

his ;

after science class, we went back to the classroom. i was reassuring myself that there will be another of those notes later on.

did i forget that after science class it was lunch time? yeah, i did forget to say that.

anyways, i'm sure i'll see one of those notes again.

. . . . .

her ;

as soon as it was lunch time, i placed chan's note on his table.

i do hope i soon show who i am.

i paced out of the class after doing so since my friends are waiting for me outside, again.

. . . . .

his ;

and as i thought, there was another light blue-colored note on top of my desk.

i just wonder who that person is.

after reading the note, i was surprised to know that the person also wants to show who he / she is, like me.

and did i also mention that i keep all of the person's notes? yes, i definitely do.

i like reading them each time i want to.

"one more?"

i heard someone say from behind me, it was woojin.

"yes."

i replied while stuffing the note in my pocket.

"i just want to say good luck to whoever gives that. what if it was a guy?"

woojin asked, laughing. i cringed.

"then i'll definitely not reciprocate the love he gives me. i'm not gay, ok?"

i stated, but after a few seconds i started laughing as well.

"ok then. still, good luck who that person is, dude."

he told me. i looked at him.

"thanks."