My Sunshine

chapter 17

Namjoon's p.o.v
It was such a boring Monday morning and I wanted to go back home.
Emilia had told me that she would be late to school and I was left on my own,watching some other cute couples walking in front of me.
I was feel with jealousy at that moment and wanted a girlfriend that would always be by my side.
Emilia wasn't a loving and caring girlfriend. She was someone that wasn't serious in a relationship.
She would always promise to stay with me but then she wouldn't.
She would say she has things more important to do or she would forget about her promise.
I've always dream of a perfect girlfriend that would stick with me and would tell me she missed me but my actual girlfriend acted like if she didn't care.
Was she really in love with me or is this just pretending?

During recess time I walked alone searching for any signs of Emilia but I couldn't found her.

"Hi Lea",I said to Lea ,who was sitting next to Hoseok.
"Hi",she simply said.
"Do you know where I can find Emilia?",I asked.
"Yea...",she said but she stopped when Hoseok pinched her near her belly.
"No we don't know",said Hoseok with a smile.

I walked away desperately ,wondering why they were acting so strangely.

I went to the cafeteria ,hoping to see her there as I knew that food was something she loved the most.
I walked to every tables and when I reached the last one,I was happy to see her eating her lunch alone.

"Why haven't you come to see me?",I asked her.
"Oh sorry,I forgot",she simply said ,not even making eyes contact with me.
I sighed,realising that she did not really like my presence.
"See you after school then?",I said to Emilia.
"Yeah...BYE ",she muttered.

When I got back in class after recess time,instead of finding my English teacher,I found another teacher.
"I am the supervisor ",she said.
The teacher was short with long and black hairs. She looked very friendly.

"Mr. Frederick is absent?",I asked.
"Yes",she replied with a warm smile.

I got myself seated and tried read my book silently but I couldn't get Emilia out of my mind. Jin Sat next to me and looked at me suspiciously.
"What's wrong with you?",Jin asked me.
"Uh-nothing ",I lied.

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When the bell rang at 2:30 p.m,I rushed out of the classroom with my bag and went to look for Emilia. She was nowhere to be seen.
I waited for her near the gate as I always do when we need to go eat an ice cream together after school.
I waited for thirty minutes and she never came.

I decided to call her and when I told her that I was still waiting for her,she told me that she had forgotten everything about our date and she excused herself.

I walked to the ice cream shop sadly,thinking that eat one an ice cream would make me happy.
I suddenly saw Emilia and Hoseok walking together with and ice cream in their hand. They looked so happy together and it was like if they were couples.

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I was crying in my bedroom to ease the anger and I liked it.
I had been a fool to believe that Emilia loved me. Emilia had never laughed like she did with Hoseok when she was with me. She would act indifferent.

"Hoseok",I heard my mom said to me.
"Hmmm",I muttered.
"Do you wanna eat?",she asked.
"No",I answered.

I heard her walking away and I continued  to cry till I fell asleep.

I opened my eyes when I felt my phone vibrating next to me. It was a message from Hoseok.

Hoseok:"When will you break up with Emilia?".

I threw my phone to the other side of my room with so much anger. Why was Hoseok doing this to me? He had a girlfriend and now he wanted Emilia!

"Namjoon? Are you okay",said my mom,entering my room without asking me.
When she saw that I was crying, she rushed towards me and hugged me.
"Tell me everything ",she whispered in my ear.I took a deep breath and told her everything that was in my mind.
She patted my back and told me that the best was to leave Emilia if she wasn't in love with me. She told me to talk to Emilia and ask her if she loved me.
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Author's note: Hello there, do you like this chapter? I know it's a really sad chapter but I wanted it to be sad.