life don't get no better.

I have to what!?

( gene a.k.a baby.g)

"PLEASE STOP YOUR HURTING ME."I yelled right now my crackheaded mother, boyfriend is trying to rape me.my mom don't care she could care less she'll say "shut your fat ass up and take it". they beat me, he rape me they don't care I hurt they do it anyway." stfu im trying to get a nut in"he said then punch me in my face then my stomach it hurts so bad I just stopped fighting I couldn't take no more hits so I give up.I cried till I heard a big boom sound from downstairs jay stop having sex with me and went to see what it was.I just went to take a shower. ...........

"and when it gets cold and

I'm feeling kinda lonely

I'm hoping that you come

and put a cover on me when it gets cold and

I'm feeling kinda lonely I'm hoping you'll come and put a cover on me

baby if I break will you catch my tears before

they hit the ground

the ground

baby if I open my mouth and all my darkest memories come out

baby I need to you stick around I need you stick around

when it gets cold and I'm feeling kinda lonely

I'm hoping that you will

come and put a cover on me

when it gets cold and I'm feeling lonely

I'm hoping that you will come and put a cover on me

give me something good to feel

touch me so I know its real" I song (Janine and the mixtape hold me) I love to sing It help me in my hard times. as I was finishing the song some one busted up in my bathroom and open the shower curtains i jumped."damn."was all he said before he grabbed me push up against the wall. "wwhat are yyou doing"I stutter I so scared and cold . he smashed his lips in to mind like they belong there I don't know you master.I pulled away im not gonna lie and say I didn't like Cuz god knows I did .I push him off of me look at him for a while he was light skin with tattoos every where. he was built but not to much full pink lips. he sexy the thin-gene snap out of it girl "you shouldn't be coming in to people bathroom while there in the shower and don't be kissing on me you don't know me. now can you please get out."I said Trying to cover my 39Double ds up he grabbed my hand and pulled me in my room "put some clothes on and pack your shit and be down stairs in ten minutes don't make me come back up here"he said then walked out wtf?.

ig I can tell you about myself while I get dressed. im a big girl I know you like what you mean. im fat every where no lie but hay thats how it is. I have smooth Brown skin long black hair.my friend (cassy by the way is COCO) say I have curvs I just don't see them doe. im from Atlanta born and raised. my ganny die a year ago she was my all now she's gone. her and,.cassy and liz(lolli) was the only people that loved me and I love them the same way but owell. I grabbed my bags and headed down stairs I really don't care where im going as long as it's far away from here. I stop at the end of the stairs to see about four guys by the door and two in my living room. they look at me with so much lust in their eyes it made me uncomfortable. "alright yall can stop eye rapeing her she's all MINE and ONLY MINE let's roll out."the boy from earlier said he walked up to me and grabbed my bags then my hand it felt to good and to right. I didn't see my mom or her boyfriend but IDGAF no more im just glad im getting up out this place. he walked me to the car I got in no questions asked but I did have one. what do he mean im HIS,ONLY HIS.?