life don't get no better.

so im yours?

dava pov

"I left my girl back home

I don't love her no more and she never fucking know that

these fucking eyes that I'm staring at let me

see that ass look at all this cash and I empty all my cards too.

now im fucking leaning on that.bring your love baby I can bring my shame.

bring the drugs baby I can bring my pain got my heart right here I got my scars right here." I song wicked games like my life depended on it. im singing to release the hurt that my on mother put on me because of her im broken. who's ever gonna love a broken girl. we just left the meeting down stairs and im scared to leave this room. so im just laying here singing. I heard the door open a minute ago but I didn't think anything by it I thought I was going crazy cus I didn't see nobody in here. after I stop singing I heard clapping.I jumed off the bed to see it was just killah did I ever tell yall this nigga right here is fineee. o Lord I most lost my mind just then. "you sound good ma "he said then he smiled I swear my panties were wet. "he turning me on and don't even know it" i thought he started to laughed and im trying to figure out what's so funny and I got butterflies when said the things he said.

"so..(laughing)...so I turn you on ..(laughing some more) that's good to know"he said my mouth dropped so did my stomach.I felled on the bed covering my face cuz I know for sure it's red. "omfg did I just say that" I said low but he heard me his ass still over there laughing his ass OFF like bitch it anti that funny. he finally stop laughing and look at me that moment I know something is fin to happen. he walked to me slowly I was fin to get up but he pushed me back down and got on top of me I look in he is eyes he did the same to me there was something there but not much I couldn't make it out was LUST of LOVE. "what are you doing"I asked. he still quite then BOOM he....he KISS Me. I was shocked but turned on do I even know what a turn on feel like maybe not owell this feel good I tell you that. then he deepen the kiss and moved his hands under my dress and up my legs. we had to stop before this go to the next level and im not ready for that.I pushed him off me "umm...killah we can't do this im not ready for that just yet im still a..a-(gco)"

"a virgin?" he asked I nodded my head."

baby.da some day we will have our moment of making love but since you are not ready yet. I'm willing to wait but just know there's no one else to give it to cuz it's mine and so are you"he kissed my forehead and left.I laid down and repeated his words in my head "so im yours huh." I said out loud and went to sleep.and dream about KILLAH (maybe I can be LOVED or maybe NOT.)