even just a bit (jikook/vmin)

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"i'm sorry can't come today, she's demanding time from me. but i'll try tomorrow baby. i'll see you then."

i sigh as i set my phone down on the table. why did i expect that he'll be here everyday, he's not even mine. tss such an idiot jimin. i look at the food i prepared for the both of us, i felt pathetic. i am acting like i was his boyfriend but i'm just~ well i don't know what my place in him though, you knew you're just afraid to admit it. i pick up my phone again and type my reply to him.

"it's okay, enjoy your day with her. i'll see you next time."

another sigh escape my lips but then an idea came to my mind. i then hurriedly search to my phonebox until i saw his name. i click on it and text him.

"are you busy?"

"nope, why?"

he replied fast on my text. i smiled at that and continue talking to him through message.

"uhm maybe we can hang out today? my plan just got cancelled."

"of course. where do you want to go?"

"can we just stay here at my house, if you don't mind of course."

"no i don't mind, just send me your address and i'll be there as soon as possible."

"*address* drive safe."

"okay see you, well do you want anything? i can buy it for you."

"no, it's fine. i'll wait for you."

i don't know what i'm getting myself into though.

jungkook's

i was about to head out today and to buy my groceries but jimin suddenly texted me and asking if i was free and wanted to come to his house. of course i accepted it, i can just do my grocery tomorrow jimin is more important. well maybe as you know i like jimin, but i can't really confess to him since if we aren't alone working, taehyung is around him all the time. i run to get my keys and get some cd, and maybe we can have a movie watching later. oh i hope i can cuddle with him. i smiled imagining him caged in inside my arms, i bet he will look so cute inside my arms.

it was a fifteen minute drive away from my place. i even bought us a pizza, and went to the lift and waited for it to open. i wonder what it looks like inside his house, bet it just matches his personality. the ding sound echoed making me get back in reality and i enter in and pressed his floor number. soon i was standing outside his flat, i knock and waited for him. "you were fast." he smiled and let me in, i waited for him to lead me inside. "you shouldn't have bought a pizza, i kinda cook a lot but thanks." i look around and saw a lot of dishes already prepared, i blush thinking that he did prepare me this.

"you haven't eaten, have you?" he ask sweetly, his voice sounding so angelic. "no." i answered right away, he smiled again before telling me to sit down, and take care of me. "thank you for the food." i said and started eating. oh this is the first time i ate his cooked food, i must enjoy this. "just eat a lot kook." he said and gave me more meat and kimchi, my smile grew wider as i heard him call me kook, it sounds so cute coming from his lips. after a while we are done eating an early dinner.

"oh let me help you with the dishes." i said and went to help him, "no, it's okay you are my visitor just relax." he said and pushes me to sit down on one of the stool. "just let me kook, and just let me hear your voice and that will be okay." he said, now that i notice it, there's something different towards him. he's kinda look like sad. "are you okay jimin hyung?" i ask, he then turn to me before chuckling, "of course i am fine, why do you ask?" he ask, "you look like a little down today? did something happen?" i saw him frown but immediately smile. "oh it was nothing, it just that i was kinda disappointed that it was cancelled, i was really expecting for that." he answered and i can see through his eyes how sad he is.

"well maybe next time it will, sometimes things happened for a purpose. so cheer up, we will make this day better." i smiled at him, he then look at me then chuckled before he went back to wash the dishes. "you really are cute kook." he said, making me blush. "what do you want to do after this?" he ask, "how 'bout you?" i ask and waited for his answer. "maybe a movie?" he answered, "okay, i kinda did bring cds with me so you can choose whatever you like." he looks at me kinda amused. "you really did prepare for this ha?" he smirk. "well yeah. i can't lie to that."

after a while we are now sitting on his couch while the movie is playing, the pizza was out and open, but no one really eat it since we're still full of the food he cooked. he was sitting a sit away from me, i wish he could just be close like no space at all so i can hold him. "you know staring is not a good habit." he says still focus on the movie, i chuckled slightly before turning my head towards the tv. "oh now i don't feel like watching a movie." he sighs and rest his head on the backrest, i frown. he then look at me and smile, "what do you say? we can just talk and maybe have a few drinks?" he wiggles his eyebrows smiling at me. of course i would like that.

"yeah, of course." i answered and his smile got bigger. "what do you want to drink? soju? beer or wine?" he ask and started standing up. "soju is fine." i answered and he claps his hands before walking away, i followed him with my eyes, he does really look so beautiful even in a simple house clothes. after a minute he was back with three bottles of soju and a small glass. "you don't mind sharing a glass, do you?" he smiled, my eyes can't leave his lips.  i nod still staring at his lips.

he sat down on the floor while i was still on the sofa, seeing him there is just so beautiful, he's beautiful. he open the glass of the bottle and pour on the glass then give it to me, i took it and face away from him before drinking the soju, i took the bottle and pour some for him, he smiles as he watches me. soon i just decided to just sat beside him. "may i ask you something?" i ask after i drank my shot and pour some for him. "go ahead." he took the glass from me and drank his own. "what's your preference?"

he looks at me while tilting his head before he smiles. "what do you mean?" he asks, pouring the drink. "sexual preference?" he nods and give the glass to me. "well no one really knew this except to taehyung and now his girlfriend. but i'm gay." he said as he looks down and started fidgeting on his fingers. "that's cool." i said as i drink another shot, he glanced at me. "you don't mind?" i look at him and saw how glossy his eyes is, maybe it really is hard to hide what you really are. i smiled and gently hold his hand.

"of course i don't mind. i'm bisexual myself."

we are already on our third bottle and we're both kinda tipsy, and our talk now was more lighter and full of laughter. jimin was kinda leaning his head on my shoulder while laughing. "it was funny before how girls always confess to me not knowing i'm not straight." he chuckled and look up to me. "tell me, do you find me pretty?" he ask, his eyes showing hope and innocence. i gulp and glance down at his lips that is just a few inches away from me. "i do." and before i knew it, we were already kissing slowly. before he slowly pull away and look at me with lidded eyes and small sad smile.

"but i hope he also will look at me like the way you do."