even just a bit (jikook/vmin)

not

jimin's

we just got inside the hotel we are staying for a week, and taehyung is now talking to the lady behind the desk about our room's keys. "yes, reservation for lee young enterprise?" taehyung ask in english, the lady then check the computer to look for our room floor and number. "your room number is on 6452 sir, here's the key. enjoy your stay sir." he got the key and said thank you to the staff. before we walk where's the lift is. "wait, we're sharing a room?" i ask, i know that we already sleep together in one bed but it's awkward right now to stay in a room with him since we haven't really talk this past few days because of that stupid argument about jungkook.

"well maybe it has two rooms." he answered like he's too cool for it. 

"wait? it's okay for me for us to share a room but not a bed!" i whined as soon as we saw that secretary won just reserved us a single bed room. i look at taehyung like he isn't bothered at all, how can he be so calm right now? oh wait, yeah right. he's straight he can't be bothered sleeping in here with me. but isn't he supposed to be more worried because he knew i am gay?

you already sleep in one bed before.

my inner self reminded me making my scowl bigger so i just roll my eyes and sigh, "fine i'll sleep on the couch." i said before putting my luggage beside the cabinet. "no. why would you even sleep on the couch? is not like we haven't shared a bed before" he spoke, i glance at him to see him staring at me like he was hurt. "is this about our argument again? i was just worried for you okay?" i sigh, "tae, jungkook is a good man. and he's not really like, like me." i said and turned towards him, we have an argument about jungkook liking me and he doesn't like it on how much i entertain the guy and not even having enough time for him. which is silly because he doesn't really need my attention and time he has his girlfriend. he should be asking that to his girlfriend not to me.

"but, it's so obvious maybe in this coming days he'll ask you out." taehyung frowned. "and what's the matter with that? he's single and i am too." i answered trying to read his facial reaction. "but how about me?" he ask, looking down at the floor. what is he even saying now? how can this be about him again? "how about you?" i ask, i'm not sure why so suddenly he's acting like this. he never acted this way before whenever a girl shows interest at me, well because he knew i'm gay. but why jungkook bother him so much? this is the first time he really act like this, that sometimes got me thinking if he's being jealous. but he can't be, he's straight. he doesn't like me.

i frown as i thought about that, of course he can't like me. maybe he's just being jealous because he is being put aside when jungkook is around, but i never do that and he knows that. even though jungkook is there i still make time to give my attention to him.. "i am your best friend. i can demand for your attention." he answered making me want to laugh. "i am your best friend too taehyung but i never did ask for your attention when it comes to your girlfriend." i answered. "but it's different!" he suddenly shout, making me stare at him, what's his problem?

"yeah right. i'll just be outside. call me if you need something." he changes the topic before leaving me behind. he's being really weird right now. i can't really grasp him. another sigh escapes my lips and just continue undoing my clothes on the cabinet. he can't possibly what i am thinking right? that can't be. taehyung can't be jealous by jungkook in that way. and obviously because taehyung is straight as a stick so, hay gosh jimin why are you overthinking about this? you can't probably just raise your hope because you feel like that.

"now everything feels so awkward."

later that night taehyung still out, and it's already eleven. tss that idiot, where did he even go? i pout to myself and just open another bottle of alcohol. i was at the balcony staring at the view, this might be more enjoyable if taehyung is here. tomorrow night we'll be attending this gala that supposed to be by president lee but he has more important things to do at korea that's why he assigned me and taehyung to be a representative to our company. and for the whole week will be attending four other meetings or gala. i was finishing my bottle of beer when suddenly a knock was heard. maybe it is taehyung, i was a little bit tipsy as i walk towards the door to open it.

"where have you~" suddenly taehyung stumble down inside falling on top of me. "you're drunk what the heck!" i tried pushing him off and succeed before i close the door and lock it. "lucky for you that you still find our room." i said as i help him stand up. "what's your problem why are you drinking too much here?" i scold him but still walk him to our bed. "there's something really bothering me~" he whispered through his eyes close. "there's someone so small and cute~ but he's filling up my mind and now maybe he's taking a bit of my heart." my heart stop for a second there hearing him confess, can i be that man he's talking about?

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that morning came ain't no good, my body hurts because of sleeping on the couch and this hungover is not helping either. and it feels more awkward because of that stupid drunk confession he made last night, tss he's crazy. how will i act now towards him? knowing that i have an effect on him? but am i hoping too much about this? he didn't even tell who is that person but it's too obvious that it's me.

"hey good morning." i suddenly choke hearing his hoarse voice, "hey are you okay?" he asks and is walking towards me. "yeah! j-just stop there." he stops midway, looking at me confusedly. "tss what's your problem?" he said before leaving me. now it really is awkward! i shouldn't have heard that! "what time are we gonna leave later?" he ask from the kitchen. "we'll leave at six." i answered. "okay, do you want to eat?" he asked. "i-i'm good." please jimin quits stuttering!

"are you sure you're okay? you're so red." taehyung frowns, "of c-course i am. ma-maybe because of t-the cold." he raises his brow at me before shrugging. "you're being weird." he comments before leaving again on the bedroom.

taehyung's

"this feel so awkward, and this whole week feels so long. i might lose control if we stayed longer alone in one room. tss why are you feeling like this taehyung? you can't, you have your girlfriend but why are you being confused? maybe i am just being triggered because for the first time someone had the strength to finally show him how worthy he is. someone who can be with him. but why does i feel my stomach drop just by thinking that jimin will going to be with someone else? does i really have a feelings towards him now?

it was time for us to go to the gala, i was already done preparing while jimin is still finishing his. i was waiting for him at the sala. he's taking long. "jimin hurry, we doesn't want to get late!" i shout, but he didn't answered. aish he seems like my girlfriend, he's really taking long at preparing. "sorry come on now." he then went straight to the door. he was wearing a cream silk dress with a little loose black khaki with his gucci black leather shoes. he looks so ethereal. i know he's been so pretty even though i wasn't confused but now how can't i notice how beautiful he really is? he can even surpass a beauty of a woman.

"hey i thought you don't want to get late?"

now maybe it wasn't just a thought. i really do have a crush with jimin.

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i'm writing a new fanfic a sope story, there's still jikook though. i might publish it next week or maybe after i finish my story once.