unknown feelings

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with the kims

it was now later on in the day. hyunjin has already told his brother felix and his dad what happened to him at that party. taehyung and felix felt terrible as they hug hyunjin while he kept saying that he deserves it. "why didn't you tell us that night when you got back..."
"i was focusing on jeongin...you should've seen the way he looked at me..." taehyung sighs, "okay, you boys go get ready for dinner." hyunjin and felix went to their room.

with the min-jeons

"i just don't understand...how could you go talk to hyunjin without letting me know!" yoongi argued. "you were with minho and felix! even if i did tell you, you would've came with me and started yelling at the boy."
"well that boy did break our baby's heart!" luckily minho and jeongin weren't in the hotel room to hear their parents argued. they're down by pool. just sitting along the pool side, dipping their feet. now back with the yoonkook couple. they were currently on opposite ends of the bedroom. "i'm sorry for yelling at you...especially that we're bringing another baby into our lives..." yoongi walks over to jungkook. "hyunjin was drugged..."
"what?"
"hyunjin said he remembered drinking something that someone gave him and next thing he knew jeongin saw him kissing someone else...someone drugged hyunjin." yoongi sighs. "which is why i told hyunjin to tell jeongin what happened himself. it's jeongin's decision if he wants to get back together with him or not..."
"i don't want our baby to get hurt again..." jungkook kisses yoongi, "i know...but we can't keep babying him yoongi."
"shut up i'll keep babying him if i want! minho too!" yoongi pouted as jungkook giggles.

last dinner in australia

everyone gathered around the table, but unfortunately for jeongin. he had to sit in front of hyunjin.

dinner went fine so far. they talked about how felix and hyunjin will be staying with the min-jeons just until taehyung gets back. which was about a month. jeongin totally forgot how they're going to be staying with them. jungkook can see the look on jeongin's face. he gets hyunjin's attention and nodded his head towards jeongin direction. hyunjin knew what he meant. it was now or never. while everyone was busy eating and having conversations, hyunjin and jeongin were the only ones who weren't talking. "jeongin..." jeongin didn't move and continues to ignore hyunjin. "little fox..." jeongjn suddenly became stuffed when he heard that nickname. hyunjin suddenly got up from his seat and heads towards the balcony that the restaurant had. jungkook grabs yoongi's hand and signals him to talk to jeongin. "hey bud, why don't you go check hyunjin."
"what?"
"can you go check on him? please bud...you trust papa?" yoongi whispered. jeongin looks into his papa's eyes and nodded his head. he walks toward the balcony. he sees hyunjin leaning against the railing. as he gets closer, hyunjin turns around. "i know you don't want to talk to me, but let me just say what i need to say and you'll decide what happens...with us..." jeongin's eyes starts to tear up but he's trying to keep it in. "you decided if we stay together...or not..." hyunjin couldn't believe he actually said those words. it tasted like poison. jeongin looks up at hyunjin. letting him know he's gotten his full attention. "i want to say sorry...i'm sorry for hurting you...i should've listened to you that night. i should've just went back to the hotel with you..." hyunjin deeply sighs, "i was drugged little fox..." jeongin's eyes widened. "after you left, when you didn't want to dance, someone handed me a drink. i didn't see who it was. i'm guessing it was hana. i drank it and i started to feel hot. like horny all of sudden..." jeongin cringed at the word 'horny'. "it was blur then all of sudden i remember minho hyung punched me in the face and you were gone. i was so angry with myself..." jeongin whispers, "you were drugged..."
"yeah i was...i'm sorry little fox..." hyunjin suddenly feels arms around his waist. he noticed that jeongin was hugging him. he hugged him back, "im so sorry little fox..." hyunjin cried. "i forgive you..." hyunjin felt relieved. "but..." hyunjin's world stopped. "but i don't know if i still want to be together..."
"you're breaking up with me?"
"i need some time hyunjinnie..." hyunjin starts to cry when he said his name. "i understand..." he looks down, "so we're broken up..." jeongin sadly nodded his head as he finally lets go of his tears. "can i at least get one last kiss?" jeongin cups hyunjin's face and pulls him in for a kiss. this kiss was filled with passion and sadness. tears were running down on both of their faces. jeongin pulls away, "you'll always be my hyunjinnie..."
"you'll always be my little fox..."

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