The Days (malec fanfiction)

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AN- are you guys excited for 3x18 tonight because I am definitely not.

Magnus POV

The afternoon sun was warm and soft and it woke Magnus from his nap. Admittedly it wasn't the best idea to fall asleep were he knew the sun would hit him in his face. He moaned and got up from the couch. He made his way over to the drink cabinet and got a large glass bottle of vodka and took a big gulp of it. It burned his throat. There was a knock on his door. He couldn't remember ordering food or having a client booked today. He shrugged, put the bottle down, and opened the door. On the other side it was Clary.

He was happy to see her at first but dread built it's way up.

"Clary. This is certainly unexpected." He opened the door wide so Clary could enter. She did and sat down on the sofa, "What brings you here?"

"I just wanted to talk." She said with a smile.

"About?"

"You. I mean how are you doing?" Clary said.

Magnus walked over to the couch and sat down. He didn't know if he should tell the truth. To tell Clary how much he was hurting, to tell her how miserable he really was.

He didnt.

"I'm doing fine Biscuit."

Clary looked sad, "Good." She paused, "I'm sorry about Izzy the other day. She told me about her threatening to break down the door."

"I appreciate that. Is there anything else?"

"No I just wanted to make sure you're doing fine." Clary wasnt stupid, Magnus knew that much. Clary could tell he wasn't doing fine. The loft was a mess with takeout covering every surface and clothes were strewn about the floor. It didnt take a genius to get that he was hurting.

Clary got up, "It was good seeing you Magnus."

He got up and gave Clary a hug, "It was good seeing you too, Biscuit."

Clary pulled away, "I should go." She was at the door when she said, " Magnus if you're hurting, I'm only a call away."

"Thank you Clary." He said. She nodded and walked out the door.

It did feel good to know that he was cared about and he wonderd if he would be cared for at all if he hadn't been for Alec. He didnt think so. Not by others at least with the exception of Catraina who was always there for him.

He just wished that the new family he had found himself in wasn't broken.

He wished he wasn't brokenhearted.