The One I Can't Help But Love (Law&Order:SVU)

A Perfect Family Dosn't Exist

The Same Night:

Olivia looked at Elliot with pain in her eyes and started to cry. "This is Our baby liv...No one can take that away from us..." Elliot said as he moved her head into his shoulder, Olivia continued to cry into his shoulder gasping for air. Elliot picked her up and carried her to the bed, Olivia cried herself to sleep as Elliot hugged her and tried to calm her down. Elliot felt a warm tear slide down his cheek as he feared for Olivia's safety and the child growing inside her. "God!why does something bad always happen to us.." Elliot quietly said to himself, He remembered the kiss with Dani. The only reason he kissed her was because he had missed Olivia so much...he thought maybe Dani would be the one but he felt nothing when he kissed her. When he kissed Olivia it felt like fireworks! Elliot fell asleep thinking about the first time he kissed Olivia and how much of a beautiful moment it was.

The Next Day:

"Liv are you coming to work today?" Elliot said as he sat in the bed with her, "No...El not today..." Olivia said as she wiped away the tears that started to form into her eyes. "Alright..I'll tell Cragen when I get to the precinct..and I'll take the kids to school.." Ellliot said as he kissed her forehead, "No El..I'll take them to school.." Olivia said as she grabbed his hand and tried to smile. "Alright..I love you.." Elliot said as he kissed her gently on the lips, "I'll see you later.." Olivia with tears steaming down her face as the sadness became to overwhelming for her. "Liv I'll stay home with you.. I'm sure Cragen won't mind.." Elliot said as he sat beside her on the bed.

"No no it's okay..go to work.." Olivia said forcing a laugh and layed a gentile kiss on his lips, " Alrighty...I love you I'll call you on my lunch break.." Elliot said as he got up from the bed and grabbed the keys to his car. Olivia sighed heavily as she got up from the bed and went to get dressed, She quickly put on on a V-neck T-shirt and dark blue jeans with high top black and white converse and put her hair into a quick bun. "Mommy!" Eli said as he jumped into her arms, "Hey sweetheart!" Olivia said as she picked him up and hugged him. "You ready for school?" Olivia said trying to hide her forced smile, "Yea mommy!" El said squirming in Olivia's arms trying to get down, Olivia put Eli down and made breakfast for the stabler kids and drove them to school after.

"Have a good time school guys!" Olivia said waving goodbye to Lizzie, Kathleen, and dickie, "Bye mom!" The stabler kids said as they ran off to class. "Now time to get you to school!" Olivia said as she looked over her shoulder to see Eli giggling in his carseat, "Imma miss you mommy!" Eli giggled while his cheeks turned the slightest shade of pink. After dropping off Eli at school Olivia took a drive to the beach, As she drove down the road the ocean breeze hit her face making her squint as the rough wind hit her face. Olivia parked the car at the near by beach and put her keys in her jean back pocket, she quickly removed her hightop converse and started to roll up her jeans.

She put on a sweater she had left in the car a few weeks back and started to walked along the lonely shore, Olivia didn't quiet know why she was at the beach, to her it just felt like the best place to clear her head. Olivia ran her hand along the lining of the cut that Dani had left her and began to sob, Olivia fell to her knees as the pain and sadness overcame her she could no longer hold it in. She laid there on her back on the warm sand as the tears fell out of her eyes, her back arched it self as she sobbed louder and louder. Olivia sat up after crying for an hour and shook the sand out of her hair, Olivia sniffled as she wiped away the remaining tears from her now red eyes put her converse back on and unrolled her jeans. She walked back to the car and put the keys in as she started the engine, She laid her head on the steering wheel calmed down lifted her head and began to drive again but this time she had a destination in mind.

Olivia arrived to a beach house it was a house she been to in the past, She walked up to the door and knocked. The door opened "Olivia!" Bernedette said gasping as she walked over to hug Olivia, (By the way if you didn't already know Bernedette is Elliot's mom he doesn't talk to her anymore due to the accident she caused when Elliot was a child which caused him to break his arm)."Hi Ms. Stabler.." Olivia said as she placed her hands on Bernedette's back, "Oh call me Bernedette!" Bernedette said as she departed from the hug. "Come in!" Elliot's Mother said as she led Olivia to an oak table in the dinning room, Elliot's mother brought Olivia a cup of green tea and placed it in front of her.