I saw the boy again.
His older brother wasn't there.
When the boy saw me he looked...
Happy?
I'm still confused about it.
He...
He told me that..
I'm a missing person.
That I'm on the news alot.
He told me my mom is worried about me.
I asked him if he meant Mama or Mother.
He said the woman on Tv said that I call her Mama.
I asked him what he knows about the woman.
He he knows a few things.
He said he knows She's in America at a hospital.
He that he knew there was a lady with pretty hair like fire comforting her.
I started crying.
I told him that's my Mama.
He said he can bring me to the police station.
I didn't know what to do...
I kept crying.
I said I don't know if I should.
I said I don't know what would happen to me if I went.
I said I don't know who I would be with since Mama is in America.
I said I don't know if she actually misses me.
He pulled out a phone and showed me the interview she was in.
She was on America and the interviewers were here in Japan.
They were video-chatting.
Mama was with Nice Angel Lady.
She said he misses me.
She said everyone's alright.
She said she knows I can get through it.
Mother was with the interviewers.
Her eyes....
I could tell she didn't believe Mama's words.
I kept crying.
The boy sighed.
He said he'd come back tomorrow and we could work out what to do.
He asked if I was okay before he left.
I shrugged.
He sighed and told me he'd be back.
I don't know what to do.
I don't think Mama misses me.
Mother definitely doesn't.
Father wasn't even there.
No one cares.
No one does.
I'm useless.
I'm forgettable.
I...
I miss Mama..
The Voice is back....
I want it to leave.
I have to make it leave.
I have to.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry Mama.
You'd be so disappointed in me.
I'm sorry Mama...
I'm sorry...
Please forgive me...
Please.....
Forgive me....
Please...