Suicide - soukoku

02

Chuuya:

The sun peeks through the window in dazais room, our legs tangled. I was naked and Dazai had his pants on, his face buried in my neck. His scent all over the place driving me into a calming state, I scooted closer to him. I look down at his loose bandages to see fresh cuts on his skin, not bleeding but they were red. His arms around my waist, I looked at his body. Covered in bandages. " don't ask please " Dazai said moving his face to look up at me, his nose pokes my cheek. I turn my face and he kisses me. " Dazai your- " he kisses me again interrupting me. " chuuya I'm fine " he looks at me, his eyes deep, " baby come on " he said, I grow soft at the pet name " fine " I said simply wrapping my legs around his waist and putting my arms around his neck. His hand on my stomach, his hands cold, he coughs " chuuya we should get up it's nearly 3 in the afternoon."  We both got up, dazai's bandages loose and I spent an hour helping him wrap them again, kissing every cut, scar, or bruise.

midday -

Dazai:

It was clearly too early to be at the bar, yes i was too young no one really gave a fuck. I sat in the chair, petting the cat as he fell asleep in front of me, odasaku had told me to come here saying he had a gift for me. Oda was like a best friend, but also was seen as a father figure. The bell of the door jingled as oda walked in, he took a seat on the stool next to me. " dazai-san " he said smiling at me " odasaku, You've been gone for a while, how did it go? " i asked  " the usual " he said, taking a drink of the whiskey put in front of him " i got you something " he said pulling a case out " an early birthday gift for chuuya " he opened it and showed me the dark dagger, it was holographic at the blade part " a seller in tokyo gave it to me " he smiled " thank you odasaku " i said taking the case given to me, oda got up " now excuse me " he left in a hurry, i soon left after. Chuuya had been out on another mission and i had an executive meeting tomorrow, i was already prepared therefore i had a free schedule. I walked into my bedroom and placed the case on my desk, then headed out, i closed the door and began to walk down the dark hallway until i bumped into a short person " ah bandage freak " chuuya said looking up " hello there chuuya-san " i said looking at him he pulled me down and kissed me intensely, i pulled back. " chuuya clean up first please " i said playfully, he pouted and i continued to walk down the hallway. I walked to the hallway in which akutagawa's room was at, i opened the door and shot four bullets in his direction. Rashoumon opened its mouth as akutagawa looked at me " dazai-" " your getting better, i see " i interrupted " yes " he said looking down, slightly happy. " i'll be back later " i said looking down the hallway to see chuuya walking in my direction.  I walk towards him, he looks up at me " dazai, come here " he takes my hand and walks me to our room, he picks up the case " what the fuck is this " he says putting it down and tapping it " a gift, from oda " i said pulling the key out my pocket and unlocking it, i pull the blade out " its for you " i smile, he grabs it and examines it " wow, he has great taste, let's test it " he says suddenly pinning me down on the bed and pointing the knife getting ready to stab me, i close my eyes and smile at the sweet release of death, " finally " i breathed out.