HAVEN: EDWARD CULLEN LOVE STORY

CHAPTER 1: SINGING THE VAMPIRE BLUES

CHAPTER 1: SINGING THE VAMPIRE BLUES

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* Thoughts that Edward Hears

🎵🦁Edward Cullen🦁🎵

" Bella...Do you mind waiting a moment, please?" I asked her before She walked into the front door.

It had been two weeks since her birthday. This was too close, she could have been killed. I can't blame Jasper, Bella's blood is just too tempting.

Leaving Bella is the only opposition now.

" Of course not." her voice was hitched like she was holding off crying. I needed to do this now before Charlie came outside and or she started crying.

I knew she felt the distance between us in these two weeks. I loved her, but she truly needs a normal human life, maybe with Mike Newton or  Jacob Black.

It pained me to even think of Bella with another, but I had to do this.

" Bella... We're leaving." I watched her eyes gloss over, taking a deep breath, she opened and closed her mouth, shocking me.

" Is it because of me? The party?"

" No Bella...Never you but it's time. People have started to notice that Carlisle is nowhere near the age of forty. Too many people asking questions Bella. It's a sign." I hoped that was enough for her to accept.

The expression on her face showed she, however, did not.

" When you say we-" she whimpered.

She thought I was talking about her.

Shallowing venom, hard, I cleared my throat.

" I mean my family and myself. Not you Bella. Just us." I said each word slowly and carefully. 

The sheer amount of pain on her face hurts me to my un-beating my heart.

Her face now with tears slowly running down her face showed me just how much my word hurt her.

How much of a monster I was to hurt her, someone that was supposed to love her.

" You can't Edward. You promised. You promised me!" she was now crying openly on the porch now.

" Bella you have to understand, my world is not safe for you," I argued.

"What happened with Jasper- that was nothing, Edward! Nothing"

This was not Jasper's fault. It was mine. I knew that I made sure Jasper knew as well.

" You're right Bella, but It opened my eyes. I can't keep putting you in danger-"

" No! This is...This is about my soul isn't it?" She asked, shouting. Closing my eyes, I listen to Charlie's thoughts, to see what he was hearing. So far he was not listening.

" I don't care, Edward! I-I you have my soul! You! It belongs to you!"

How can she even say that? A soul is something that should never be given away. God striker her not. Please, not Bella. She would never say something like this. I don't even recognize who this person is right now.

Bells? Is she crying? What is he saying to her?

Great, Charlie... I am so sorry Bella forgive for this.

" Bella... I love you, but, I CAN'T be with you anymore! Carlisle got asked to work for a better-paying hospital Michigan, he accepted. Esme is tired of this town. All of us are. You know people talk about Esme! My mother, so horribly Bella, she cries herself to sleep at night! I can't do this! I will not put my own needs over my MOTHER! We all are leaving Forks. I need you to understand that. We are breaking up. You agreed to this." Forgive me Esme for lying, but Charlie is too close and he could overhear, maybe Alice will explain that to her.

He is yelling, Cullen. He never yells...I knew it! He's breaking up with her... Poor Esme she is such a sweet woman... Bells...Bella... I'm so sorry... Maybe I should step in... stop it.

" You...don't want...me... anymore?" she whispered. Charlie, please come out! Save her.

" No, Bella... I didn't say that.., I just can't be with you. Long-distance doesn't work...We talked about this. We agreed it won't. "

"NO!! EDWARD YOU CAN'T LIVE ME!!" she screams, launching herself at me, hugging me.

Dear god...

I saw Charlie coming to the door, opening it.

" Bella... BELLA! Let the boy go." Charlie, yelled, red in the face as he tried to pull a hysterical Bella off of me. I gently tried to help her off as she screamed.

God her screams, I close my eyes to stop my tears that would never fall.

Edward... he looks so hurt...

" Edward...Edward Son, I think you should go..." Charlie says as he strains himself to pull Bella into the house.

" Yes, Sir. Goodbye Sir, I am sorry... I hope to meet you again in the future on better terms. Please tell Bella I am sorry and I do wish her the best. " I could feel my entire body shaking, I knew it looked as though I was holding myself back from breaking down.

" Yes... I understand. I wish you and your family the best." Charlie says as he pushes a still screaming Bella into the house as quickly as he could when a fellow neighbor peeks out of her window at the house.

As he closes the door, I can't help wanting to cry, even though I am unable to for appearance sake, I stare at the house of my screaming Bella and Charlie as he tries to calm her, well aware of the countless neighbors I can here make assumptions about Bella and I. With a sigh, I began walking home as slow as humanly possible. 

Once out of the view of humans, I run.

I run at inhuman speed, blurring there the trees, knowing Alice will tell of my plans to head straight for Denali, how Alice will see what happen and pack my things.

Once I see everything go from green blurs of trees to pure white snow, I fall to my knees, l can't help it. I can't hold it in anymore, I scream.

I scream and cry in pure agony. Just as I heard My Bella do.

No, Not my Bella anymore just Bella.

I feel as though I ripped my heart out, just thinking of her name.

I don't know how long I stayed on the floor in the Alaskan snow. I knew it was dark and I needed to hunt.

But I couldn't.

I can't move.

Edward...Edward, can you hear me? Edward, it's Carmen...

We should ...Carlisle... Tanya

Edward... Please, Son, wake up...Carlisle

It's okay Edward... Esme

We're here for you baby bro...Emmett

She was just a human Edward... Not your soulmate... just a human...Rosalie

... I keep telling them you need time... they won't listen...Jasper

It is Esme... Please wake up... it's been so long since you feed... You need to hunt,

You missed it, bro. I got the biggest polar Bear this year! Man, you should have seen it...Emmett

It's been four months Edward, wake up. Esme

Edward...It's Bella...Alice

...Bell... Bella...

Bell..la?

BELLA?!

*Not Bad right? I kinda saw this as how they should have done it. Like I get wanting privacy for the breakup but the middle of the woods? He could have walked her back like a gentleman he swore he was.