...Ruin me...

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I thought by being with someone else could make me forget about you.

Your eyes
Your scent
Your mouth
Your skin
Your touch

But I've realized that I've not been only hurting myself in the process but also the guy who likes me, the same guy who said he would change his player ways and do anything in the world to make me happy.

But what does make me happy?

Every moment I'm with him I seem to forget the pain you've put me through. He makes me happy yes, but there's a void that only you can fill.

One touch from you and it all came back, the pleasure with the suffering.

Why didn't you tell me? We could have suffered together.

You're mouth can say nothing but you're eyes show me that you care.

But is it enough to risk everything that I have?

You're a forbidden love

I can lose the people I care about because of you.

But I can't leave you alone...

I want you.
I need you.

If you're scared of bringing me into your world then I'll just have to barge in.

Because it's too late.
I can't turn back time.

"You can draw me to fire
You can draw me to water
You can draw me to the gallows
You can draw me to any death
You can draw me to anything I've most avoided

This and the confusion of my thoughts so that I am fit for nothing
Is what I mean by you being the RUIN of ME"...

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