"I think I was in love with lost. My heart cracked, but at least it was touched."
My world continued to be mess. But whose wasn't?
Not complaining, or anything, but the craziest shit has been happening to me. After losing my 'lip virginity' just late of last year, a whole new sexual awakening smacked me at the back off my head.
Nothing I couldn't handle.
Bouncing from one attraction to another, I had a rule to never let them be real. I wasn't ready for a relationship.
I simply didn't want one.
A crush was just a crush.
And lust was just lust.
Problem was, both of them together could be havoc. With a whole lot of self dignity and pride, I made sure to create a perfect balance.
But.
The deepest attractions could be the ones that destroy the perfect balance within a snap of a finger.
One guy. One girl.
An impossible romance.
All I could do is stay up all night and lose sleep over you. Nothing more, nothing less.
I seem to be driving myself crazy, by allowing myself to think about how you walk,
talk,
Would Fuck.
What if.
What if it happened. Would I regret it?
He would lose a lot of things because of me, and I'm not selfish enough to let that happen.
I would lose myself in the process.
Weighing the pros and cons, I'm planning to put things on hold.
Letting time tick.
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Promising Young Woman
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