The College Hook Up

Chapter Thirteen

Marcus sat next to me on the couch as we watched a movie. Nalia curled up on Marcus's lap as she was finally asleep. Marcus turned the TV off and carried Nalia upstairs as I followed behind him. He laid her in bed covering her up and he grasped my hand as we walked to his room.
     I slipped my shirt off and made my way into his bathroom slowly slipping each item of clothing off. Marcus staired at me then quickly looked away. I turned the shower on and slipped in. I called Marcus.
      "Is everything okay?" He asked coming in. Not looking at me.
      "Would you like to come in with me?" I asked as the water ran down my body. My heart started to beat fast as he nodded then slowly slipped off his shirt. 
    He slid into the shower with me and stared at me looking me over, "youre absolutely beautiful."
    "Thank you." I began to blush. I pulled Marcus towards me forgoting how much he towered over me.
      He kissed my forhead and then began putting shampoo in my hair massaging it in. He smiled down at me. The rest of the shower was so relaxing as he slowly washed my body and I washed his.
     We both got out of the the shower and I wrapped a towel around my body. Marcus kissed my head again and then put a shirt on along with a pair of pajama pants on. I slipped a tank top on and a pair of pajama pants on also. We curled up together in bed and I laid my head on his chest.

"Do you..." he asked but before he could finish I slipped his shirt off of him. His chest rising with each breath. I ran my hand all over his chest placing one hand on his heart feeling it beating quickly.
I felt Marcus slide my tank top off and he started to slowly kiss down my neck to in between my breast, flicking his tongue on of them, causing me gasped tilting my head back as I moaned. He played with my other one in his hand grasping it, twisting my nipple in his fingers. He then continued his way down my stomach to my pant line. He looked up at me before undoing my pants. He slipped them down exposing my nice lace underwear.
Marcu ran one hand over the wetness that now cover my panties
His lips still kissing the area right above my panties. He looked up at me as I tilted my head back moaning. He slid them down slowly kissing my wetness once again then he sat up undoing his pants. He then slipped them down letting his still ejected penis spring from his pants. He began to pump it slowly. He looked at me as he ran his hand over my wetness arching up for him to touch me.
He smiled at me the climbed onto of me. He then lined his panic to my opening. Teasing me with it. I wrapped my legs around his pulling him into me. I let out a gasp feeling his shaft stretch me. I felt my tight walls form around him. I moaned out his name. Wishing it to not end.
He trusted slow at first then quickened causing my toes to curl. God that way he fel. I tightened my walls around him causing him to moan the work fuck but he kept going running one hand up to my tits. He played with one between his fingers, twisting it and tugging it as his mouth crashed down onto the other.
"Fuck." I swore.
Marcus kept going trusting harder and harder. He then slowed down looking me over.
"You are so fucking beautiful." He said running his hand over this face. I smiled up at him and he then stuck a finger down my throat. I dont know what it was but it turned me on. I licked his finger smiling up at him and he swore.
I felt myself close to climaxing, "Marcus." My voice became like sandpaper.
"Yes love?" He asked me and he continued trusting.
"Im going to... oh god." I said but Marcus looked at me as he knew he was hitting the right spots.
"Not yet." He said leaning down, kissing me eagerly his one hand coming up and around my throat. I closed my eyes moaning knowing I was going to burst.
Marcus locked his eyes on mine as he quickly trusted faster. I felt his cock throb inside of me. Causing my to reach my climax as he tightened around my neck, leaning down moaning against my lips.
Marcus removed his hand, "fuck."
I don't know what it was but it was hot as fuck. Marcus collapsed next to me as his cum flowed from my warmth and onto the bed. I closed my eyes inhaling deeply. I knew I needed that. Marcus pulled me towards him. He barried his head into my neck.
"Amara." He said softly but sexy.
"Yes?" My voice cracked.
"I... I have missed you." He said causing me to look at him. God I missed him also.
"Marcus.." i said laying my head on his chest.
"Amara," he said drawing my face up to his, "I think I love you."

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"I think I love you." Marcus's words rang in my ears. His arms wrapped around me as he slept, his head buried in my neck.
Did I love him? Does he mean it or was it just in the moment?
My mind wondered thinking of a future with Marcus. How could someone so broken raise kids.. then would her kids be broken.. would I turn out just like my mother. Would I be a good mom? How can I raise a kid when I dont know how to do anything myself. I can't even love myself.. how can I love a child.
"What's on your mind?" I heard Marcus question half asleep as he rubbed his eyes. "Was it because I said I loved you."
I didnt say anything causing Marcus to nod.
"Amara." My name rolled off his tongue. He cupped my face and kissed my forehead. "I understand everything that has happened to you and I wish I was there to protect you. But when I say I love you... I truly do."
"How can you love someone... someone so broken?" I asked him tears forming in my eyes.
He let out a little laugh but then he smiled at me. He gave me a soft kiss on the lips. "Broken?" He said against my lips. "Do you want me to tell you that your broken and that I can't love you because of it?"
Marcus grabbed my chin causing me to look at him again. My words got caught in my throat.
I wanted to tell him I loved him. I mean I loved Elliot.. then Elliot hurt me. How can I let those walls down knowing everything that happened before. I mean what is love.. was what I felt towards Elliot more lust then love. How can I be so sure. The way Elliot looked at me.. he made my heart skip beats when I saw him..
Marcus grabbed my attention by pulling me into a hug. My thoughts causing me to drift off into them. Marcus pulled me onto of him causing me to straddle him as his back was against the wall. I felt his almost full erection on me. I bit my lip causing him to grin.
"Amara," Marcus said, "I do love you... more than you'll ever know."
I crashed my lips down on his causing muffled moan to escape. Marcus rolled causing me to be below him.
"Let me..." Marcus locked eyes in me, "let me make you feel good."
I nodded only wanting to forget everything.. even if it was for an hour. Marcus slid my lace panties off as he softly kissed my stomach. Trailing kisses along it. He looked up at me as he licked 2 fingers and slowly rubbed my now throbbing area.
I closed my eyes letting a soft moan escape my lip. Marcus continued as he slowly slipped his fingers in pumping them in and out. My body arched up basically begging for more. A moan escaped my lips again. Marcus looked up at me and smiled flicking his tongue out slowly on my clit.
My body arched more as I clenched the sheets, "Marcus." I moaned.
His tongue quickened as his moaned, "God, you're so sweet, baby." He kept going his fingers continued to pump in and out causing the bed to shake and hit the wall.
I begged for more causing Marcus to keep going spreading his fingers then slowly put another one in. He looked up at me whipping his mouth with his other hand. He bit his lip but continued. He then looked down at his fingers. He kissed me softly moaning against my lips as my walls tightened around his fingers. I moaned pulling his lips closer to me, cumming onto his hand.
He kept going till I begged him to stop. He pulled his hand out and then shoved his fingers into his own mouth tasting me on them. He then crashed his lips down onto mine letting me taste him on his mouth. Marcus placed his lips on mine moaning.
He pulled away and then laid next to me pulling me back towards him. He then trailed kisses along my collar bone. He smiled against me and said he loved me.

***

I laid in bed as he towered over me. He smiled at me the smile I use to love. He crashed his lips down on mine. I squirmed under his touch begging and pleading him to stop. My body craving under him.. betraying me. My body begging him to enter me. I screamed
"Amara." He said almost yelling. He planted kissed on my collar. He bit me.
"Amara." He said said causing me to jolt up.

I sat in bed, cold sweat covering my body. Marcus looked at me with a worried look. He then wrapped his arms around me pulling me close to him. I sobbed into his shoulder and Marcus just hummed a soft tune to me.