Bartender•Ivan Martinze

Chapter 12

When I woke up Jax was laying on my chest and Ivan was in Emilio's room because they have a door that goes to each other room and that door is open and I hear Ivan.  I got up and cover up Jax, I walked in the room.

Emilio-Good morning
Faith-Good morning
Ivan-Is Jax still asleep
Faith-Yeah

I walked over to him and grabbed his waste and he kept his arms crossed. I made a puppy dog eyes at him.

Faith-What's wrong
Ivan-Nothing, go check if Mama needs help with breakfast
Faith-Ok, I love you
Ivan-I love you too

I stand on my tippy toes and kiss him.  He kissed back but not like he dose.  I went downstairs and seen if Mariosol needs help.

Mariosol-Good morning Faith, can I help you
Faith-No but can I help you
Mariosol-Yes, you can watch the eggs when I better the toast
Faith-Ok
Mariosol-So you live in America
Faith-Yes, with my family
Mariosol-Do they know about Ivan
Faith-Yes but they don't know about my relationship with him, they would never support us
Mariosol-Well alongs if my kids are happy, that is enough for me to support
Faith-You did a really good job on rasing him
Mariosol-Well with out their real dad in the picture, it was really hard
Faith-Yeah, 3 months before I met Ivan, Jax's father walked out
Mariosol-Well the best advice that I can give you is that it's ok to make mistakes.  We made the mistakes of letting the man bring us angles
Faith-Yeah, yeah, that is how I would say that

We kept talking and cooking she was really funny.  When we called everyone down I went to check up on Jax.  He was still asleep and Ivan was putting his hat on.

Ivan-Go down and eat. I will watch Jax
Faith-baby what's wrong
Ivan-I said nothing, just tired
Faith-Maybe beacuse you haven't had anything to eat. . .
Iavn-I will eat just go down and-
Faith-how can you expect you having a kid if you don't want to take care of yourself!?
Ivan-So now you are saying I'm going to be a bad parent!? Wow thanks!

I looked at him.  He shacked his head and laid his hands on his dresser.  I felt bad.  That was not how it was supposed to sound but that is how it sounded.  I went to him and hugged him from behind.  I rest my head on his back and rubbed his stomach.

Faith-That is not what I meant.  I meant that to be a teaching listen.  I know you will be an awesome parent just by Jax.
Ivan- I know just I have been stressed out of my mind.  This is why I didn't get into a relationship but then I found you and Jax
Faith-BB that is do sweet.  I love you!
Ivan-I love you too

He turned around and kissed kissed me.  I kissed back and Jax woke up.   Ivan gone down stairs and I got Jax ready.

Jax-do you really think Ivan will be a bad father?
Faith-No baby, didn't mean it in the way.
Jax-I think he is a great father.

I smiled at Jax and Jax smiled at me.  We gone down stairs and ate.  We just hung out with the family for the day.  It was nice.