Bartender•Ivan Martinze

Chapter 17

When I was exhausted from work, I saw the boys sleeping and a pizza box half empty.  But Ivan woke up and got up.

Faith-it's only me.
Ivan-Good morning baby.
Faith-It's goodnight for me.

I walked to my room but I had to puck so I went to the bathroom.  I was done with this.  I started crying and Ivan came in.

Faith-I'm so sorry baby...I am just tired and hungry but everything I eat I throw up. 
Ivan-Babygirl it is ok.  I will stay by you.  I will always be here. 
Faith-Are you sure?
Ivan-I love you and I can't even being to express the joy you bring me. 

I smiled and hugged him.  I took out the other test and showed the positive test to him.  He sighed and smiled. 

Ivan-This might actually be happening...
Faith-I guess so...

Ivan smiled and kissed my cheek.  I smiled and looked down.  Ivan kept holding me and I felt better.  Everything in my body was ok.  Nothing hurt or anything.  I was ok. 

Faith-Should I take this test?
Ivan-I think it wouldn't hurt...

We got up and Ivan looked the other way as I was peeing on a stick.  I looked at him as I put on the cap and waited.  He kept kissing me and he held my stomach.  I put my head on his chest and waited.  I was tired, I just want to sleep today. 

Ivan-How do you do this?
Faith-What do you mean?
Ivan-You take care of Jax all Day, get him to bed, and work until 4am, get lucky if Jax sleeps in until 9am so you would get maybe  4 hours of sleep!
Faith-Well, I am a mom.  I can do anything.
Ivan-And you're amazing at it.
Faith-I'm sure you will do amzing when you have Zoie full time.
Ivan-If I have you and Jax, I know I will too.

I smiled and kissed his lips.  We looked down at the rest and it said pregnant, I smiled and covered my mouth.  Ivan was smiling and looked at me.  His smile was so big and I loved it.

Faith-Baby...I love you so fucking much!
Ivan-Shut up and kissed me.

Ivan wrapped his arm around my hips and kissed my lips.  I grabbed his jawline and kissed back.  I smiled through the kiss and I got this happiness inside of me that I never felt with Duke when I found out I was prenget with Jax.  Ivan's armskept holding me and I kept holding him even after the kiss.  This is perfect.

2 weeks later

Ivan-Ok Jax is with Ethan, and are we forgetting anything?
Faith-You act like we are going on a survival mission. 
Ivan-I know!

I smiled and gone to kiss him.  He has not left my side for longer then an hour because he is so excited.  But we did get it confirmed by the doctor that I am prenget, around 7 weeks they said.  I told Ivan not to tell anyone because I want to have pictures to show them.  But I told my parents about Ivan and they were not happy at first but then they got to know him when we went to plan Jax's birthday party next week. 

We are going today to get the pictures and then we well go and tell everyone.  Not even Ethan knows what we are doing.  So Ivan drove us to the doctors office and it was the same doctor that I had when I had Jax.  We checked in and since this is the first time, we need to answer questions.  I did that and Ivan helped me.  I have the paper back to the desk lady, and soon me and Ivan got called back.

Dr.Clyde-Well, well, your on number 2?
Faith-Yes I am!
Dr.Clyde-Are you the father?
Ivan-Yes.
Dr.Clyde-Congratulations!
Faith-Thank you!
Dr.Clyde-So I am going to take an ultrasound and we will talk about future planning!  Sound good?
Faith-Sounds amzing!

Dr.Clyde put the jelly on my stomach and I could tell that Ivan was nervous.  But I was too, Me and Ivan held hands as she looked around for the samll spot that you can barely see.  Dr.Clyde smiled and pointed out.

Ivan-Oh my god baby!
Faith-That's our kid!

Ivan kissed me on the cheek and Dr.Clyde took pictures of it and I started to cry.  I can't believe this is happening, but I love that it's happening, especially with Ivan.  When we got done taking about what to expect in the next 9 months or so, Me me and Ivan got the pictures and we told Ethan to meet us back at the house so we can tell them about our new baby.